Fishie Enough

boredom strikes me. I have loads in my hand but I can't focus academically. Plus with emotion is a bit unstable and listening to Gee is not a helping hand either. Thus, it leads me to this, doing memes or in blogger world it being referred as tag. I stole this from Laura's LJ (sorry L, I am so bored now. but it doesn't really matter right?^^)

so here goes ( I could swear this will be a very long entry^^)

basics…?
Name: Mawa
Height: the nicest of 160cm
Age: as for 2009, I'll be 22 (yay!)
tomboy or Girly girl: a strange mix of these two. I'll be very girly when I'm fangirling but I'll be a bit of a tomboy when I open my mouth.

do you…?
Like metrosexual boys? I love Super Junior boys=/
Like accessories? own a lot but I only wear one bracelet
Like high heels? MY BABIES!!!
Like matchy matchy, or mix and match? depends on what I'm wearing. sometimes mix match looks better in some attire
Spend a lot of money on beauty products in general? Yes. Enough said
Shop online for clothes? If so, what stores? never but would love to try.
Steal style ideas from friends? I think I have my own style. I mean everyone does and not everyone can look as good as the one that they are trying to copy. just be satisfied with our own style as long as it is not ugly or outdated or too "unique"

favourite…?
Article of clothing in your closet? Dolly's^^
Makeup line? Body Shop
Skincare line? Body Shop
Perfume? (again) Body Shop. What? I trust the effectiveness of the product.
Colors to wear? I'm self-flattering xcuse me but I think I can pull off any color

what stuff…?
What is a trend you dislike the most? ripping style. it's just...ugly. and the one who wears it looks seriously poor. (this does not apply to poor Donghae)
What is your fashion philosophy? Be comfortable and neat. Never be a fashion's slave
What kind of shoes do you like? High Heels! I crave Nine west which does not exist in JB.
What is your biggest fashion problem? That I connot fit into everything.*cries*
What old trends do you think should come back? I think everything is coming back. like retro style, clothes-rip style. I just like my current style so I don't really bother about fashion. But I do know what type of heels is the latest in-style heels^^
What one piece are you dying to add to your wardrobe? The Pink blous i almost buy at Jusco. It was p!nk but the material is not suitable for me who hates dry-cleaning clothes.

misc…?
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? more than half an hour. Plus the sleeping on the sofa incident. I slept a few times on my way to the bathroom.
Ever been to a fashion show? LOL LOL and LOL some moar
Would you ever go out in public without makeup? I do it all the time
Who do you think has great style? I love Hankyung's style. He is the type that always looks good in everything and anything and nothing. And Victoria Beckham has the ability to pull off anything cause she looks gaegood has a great fashion sense.
If you had a fashion budget of 1 million dollars, where would you shop, and why? IDEK. Japan maybe?
Is there anything you absolutely CAN'T wear? Jeans and short skirt
If you had to pick one designer to wear for the rest of your life, who would it be, and why? I believe in the power of choosing? 1 desing for the rest of your life? srsly NO. BORING!
Tag 5 people: err do it if you want. there is absolutely no restriction cause this is one very long meme/tag. I don't think anyone is intrested anyway.
+End+

on another thing that always fascinates me...
Heenism is catching up quick nowadays.

My emotuek entry.
by little remark I was hurt
and i feel extremely stupid.
by small gestures, I feel it was too much
and i feel like a complete idiot.
by a tiny change I was a burden
and I feel extremely sad.
I don't it to end this way and for my most most selfilicious, arrogantizing thought, I don't want it to end at all.

Oppa-duel, my loveliest Super Junior Oppa-duel... when you said our love is saddest love story, I don't want to believe you cause I know, falling in love with you was the most wonderful thing I have ever felt. But you know better. It hurt right? Now I feel the pain. but to cheat on you I'll never do. I might not understand cause I'm too straight to think too much and I'm too straight to take everything seriously but I do respect others opinion and liking. And I feel like an idiot with all of these effort.



the memories are beautiful I don't wanna ever say goodbye

For a reason i could not quite understand^^

choreographer

I told you about Nick Khun rite? so last night I was on hunt, watching videos about him while waiting for 2PM's 10/10 to finish downloading. I had fun watching as him and as cute as his face, I'm glad that his personality is warm one too.

But I was a bit dissapointed watching 10/10's performance. I was dead anticipating for his part.
the anticipation ended up with

"Lalalalalala Pretty baby
Lalalalalala Be my lady(2X)"

OOMYGOD, THAT IS ALL?????
His voice is pretty good too but seriously, only that?

When DBSK debuted, they had Hug, sweetest song ever for a debut song. the image is a clean cut image and Changmin was so cute back then!

When Super Junior debuted, "Twins-knock out" was indeed a very powerful song about breaking up. the dance showing off they powerful skills. And even the song was semi-rock, the MV was a clean MV, no woman involves (and weren't my Heechul the most beautiful man ever?)

When Shinee debuted, "Noona Nomu Ippo" was a hit. the image of them trying to get the attention of the noona was too cute for words. The MV was also very very cute. Taemin, though he didn't have much line, he shines the most!

But I was so shocked when I watch 10/10 MV. It was.... not my type, too slutty. I don't know. their fans might enjoy watching the MV with the girls wearing slut stuff and flirting and wearing nothing but for me, MV is something I can watch again again eithout feeling boring.

Super Junior U had Yoona in it but did she wear sexy piece of cloth? NO NO NO

No wonder it was SM all along for me. Even the company sometimes throw our boys towards fatigue but at least, they are doing well. the image has always been a clean cut image. never did I saw them having something that leans towards sexual. Mirotic is the sexiest song in my rating but the MV was not THAT sexy! it does not involves woman wearing bikini, or kissing or almost kissing or them eying the woman until their eyes fall out. IT WAS DAMN CLEAN AND I LOVE YOU DBSK AND SMTOWN!

and to date, I still have no courage to watch Seungri's strong baby, be it cut or uncut version. or even Taeyang's Look at me. I like Suengri but when my petsis Iqa mention about the kissing scene I have no heart to watch it. I don't remember SJ, DBSK or SHINee doing it. the most i have seen was touch (like the girl touch Jaejoong's face in Mirotic and The girl that touched Minho's heart in A.MI.GO). No Kissing! AGAIN I LOVE YOU DBSK AND SHINEE AND SM TOWN! (of course one shouldn't question my love for SJ. they are my LOVE NO1)

I don't want to bash 2PM. In fact personality wise, I like them. So adorkable and cute but not songs. the only reason I listen to that _insert curse word here_ song was because of "Lalalalalala Pretty baby
Lalalalalala Be my lady(2X)". Excuse Nick Khun syndrom lately.

This is wrong...
I shouldn't
I wouldn't
I couldn't

The very existing that i have been trying to deny
and so suddenly, out of nowhere, I found myself typing his name on Google, searching information about him.

I shouldn't
really shouldn't

This is wrong
as if everything i have is not enough
(and i done too many typos while doing this entry)

I know I shouldn't but too many "encore" on Every1 Idol I found him extremely cute. especially his attempt to dance to Gee when he thought nobody is looking (well I do, that was how I found out) and for the first time, I found someone to fit in perfectly with Yoona other than Donghae. FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!

I want to dislike him for he resemble the guy that I don't really adore(^^)

this poor noona is already damaged by Changmin, Taemin and Geun Suk (uh, not really him , he is actually my second to Donghae)

He is too cute! I try to deny so hard but I guess I fail. I have yet see him dance as 2PM. and now i have to understand that to judge one based on their nationality is a obvious racist. sorry Khunnie-ya.

let me introduce this little guy to you
About cutie Nick Khun.

(with assistant ok i think & dorky Leader Jaebum)
was born on June 24, 1988 (born in June... sigh~) and O blood running through his vein (sigh again~ no wonder the attraction is too strong). A mix of Thai and American. He lived and educated in America (sigh again and again~ he is my total failure. he speaks american English!)

Noona failed Nickhun, noona failed. You can asked Falah how I try to deny him. I give in because of Yoona^^.



everything about Nick khun perfectly fit Yoona's type, the kkotminam type. plus he is taller than Yoona in a very perfect way of tall. Plus Nick looks so dissapointed when his chance blew away when he was fated to be paired up with Hyeyeon, he kept on watching over her. He must have liked her so much. I wonder if the stupid Idol protection system does not exist, will Yoona choose Nick Khun? I bet she will^^
&&& our Khunnie really like girl with manner...
Yoona is the type of girl who bows 90 degrees to her sunbae...
aahh, no wonder it was Yoona.

maybe I should stop writing fan fic about YoonHae and write something on YooNick instead.


SIGH~

(this entry contains too many sigh)
and i even got him as my desktop wallpaper. VIRUS VIRUS VIRUS!!! is a KHUNNIE VIRUS!
(even his name are so close with baby's name, Kyuhyunnie, Nick khunnie^^)

well, he does resembles my student

Nick Khun & Anas
Obviously Anas is nothing compared to Nick Khun. Anas does not dance, Anas sings terribly (true what!), Anas don't do B-Boy dance. (sorry Anas, just stating facts that is too cute to be true^^ and I did stole your picture for the comparison. Other people, you are not entitled to steal this)

&&&&&&
DID I MENTION HE STAND AT 182CM????
NOBODY NOBODY BUT KHUN!

I just want to wish my Scandal Happy belated Birthday.

(too many birthday on February that I think I lost the track of date)

Always makes me happy with his smile.
his little wink,
his dying gaze
his smile
My eyes on you.
♥nly y♥u

I wonder how I would be if say, one day I have found the right one for me. I wonder if he can give me the same vibes Donghae gives me. I doubt it though. Well it's too early to think about it now. I want to have fun with my current life.

As much as I love my life, I'm kind of tired right now. nothing much happens in my life only the works are piling up. everything comes but nothing goes out. The workload is unimaginable. But then that is what life of a student is all about.

And Salman mocked me for The Prince characters that I got. He even said "Bagi no telefon kawan-kawan awak tu. derang tu buta ape bagi awak watak Prince" ("Give me your friends number. Are they blind to give you Prince character?") For him, I am the Princess. I know he will use this jokes on me until I died, mocking me. This love-war-hate relationship that i have with him is very rare. People around me insist he had something for me but I believe our friendship is sincere. We love each other's company but none of us are thinking of crossong the border. I can't imagine. it'll be like.... dating your own brother? suicide I tell you, suicide.

After got back from drama practice, I'm pretty much tired. I did nothing much but I sure camwhoring very much. I guess I'll be uploading all those picture on my other half.

it's
13yond your imagination

To E.L.F.
It's everything we anticipate for
It's everything we hoped for
It's everything we have been waiting for

The 3rd album on the 3rd months of the year

(credit to x_freya_x @ soompi)
This is a sig which ELF has been promoting for the third album.
as I anticipate so much, I just don't care what the concept is (as long as the are NO NUDITY), be it cute, charismatic, crazy, some skin showing (I can handle SOME), I'm just gonna support them.

and our so ever cool Detective Shindong with a new hair cut!

(credit to x_freya_x @ soompi)
and you look so good with it !

oh and Siwon got a new hair cut too and Ryeowook comes in style with that hair, which looks so cute (though I secretly hope for his hair to be different and Heechul's hair to be absurdly long)

and Gee, I spot Eunhae and Yehwook^^
(hello baby! why you look incredibly hot???)
(LOL @ Hyukjae pouting. he looks forever cute)

~13 Plus two (hopefully) on 3/2009 is 13eyond your imagination~

{I want some Henry and Mimi too... I want them tooD;}

Happy Birthday Siwonnie!!!
(you are supposed to 86-er Siwonnie Oppa *muntadarah*)
you know, how much I want to call you Oppa, I just can't...

I don't want to, just because you make me all greasy with

your look


your strangest aegyo (LOL forever to this picture=D)


and your sibrow^^


U never fail to amuse me perfect man!
and how is it possible for human to be perfect??????
you are no human Siwon
but i adore you and I won't say anything mean because it's your birthday^^
I can accept Sihae but No to SiChul. you player! LOL.


(it such a hassle to have two birthdays. I post this but I want to post on his real birthday so I don't know)

Hello Geun Suk! why in the world you are so hot? and why in the world you are here making me feel insecure? and why in the world you are here to sing such a great song that made me feel addicted to it? and what in the world are you doing in my heart???

I CAN'T STOP FROM BEING A TOUCHOLIC!!!
okay not say that I'm prone to skinship but JGS's new digital single is called "Toucholic". I just love the MV and dare I say he looks as cute as always!
and in my i-tunes, that song has been played for 33 times as for the time I wrote this entry. That's an achievement considering I just downloaded the song.
He rapped and he sounds so cool! even the MV is cool. The girl in the MV is just way too cute!
This MV is actually a promo for Samsung new haptic MP3/4/5. Just like Haptic which SNSD and DBSK did together.

aaah, what a joke. if it was me then I would be all angry especially when i lack of sleep. My besties work their ass off finishing the script yet the one who had work nothing on it got chosen simply because "this is more adaptable and more the theater style with 4 scenes and-the rest-i-heard-was-something-that-gives-me-reason-to-hate-her-for-doing-nothing-and-damn-always-taking-credit-of-what-others-are doing-FOR-HER"
But I respect my besties patience in dealing with this kind of fuckery. yes, I'm using the word cause I would definitely be mad about it. they kept it to themselves. I respect my girls. But still it was stupid. Dare she spoke up like "I have this person in mind to be this". HELLo, it wasn't even yours so just shut up! I think I put up with her way too long. I know EVERYTHING about her, but I won't say anything. Her reputation is bad enough without me opening my mouth so I don't want to make the scene ugly. Plus being a bad girl was never my character. Sweet me*throwingup* Whatever it is, the play has been decided.and I guess my facial expression was so annoyed that it shows until My lecturer wanted me to audition for the Evil sheriff character. Wow, I can be evil after all.

than should I just imagine i scold her instead of townsfolk?
and the play was from UK.I guess I made myself clear about what an euw british accent's is to my ears? it damage to my ear! okay so unrelated. I clearly want to rant. no offense to those who like that accent^^*smile ever so sweetly*