all about YoonHae


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Just go this website, full coverage of YoonHae moments and always up to date
http://community.livejournal.com/yoon_hae/

a lil' update


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This blog is strictly for my inner fangirling side so if you want personal entry and you know me real life friend, just hop to my other blog.

I haven't been here for far too long... or wait, it's not that long^^
The past few weeks, towrds the end of 2009, we heard the news of Hankyung. It's not like I don't care. The faling apart part was coming and I know it is happening. But I have the guts that things will be alright and beautiful despite the number of members^^

So Yoona and Donghae is lovely, now one will come to accept that if you go and check YoonHaexplosion. Most of you are here for YoonHae. I do love YoonHae together but I don't spazz about them here. At least not too often.

credit: Kanae@Yoonhaexplosion^^

Everybody love Yoona♥


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07/12/2009
SNSD's Yoona surprised everyone by confessing she was very happy to be selected as Lee Seungi's ideal girl.

Yoona, along with other SNSD members and SHINee appeared together on KBS 2TV 'Sang Sang Plus.'

During the show, Yoona said she was "surprised by being selected as Jo Kwon's ideal girl," because "Jo Kwon has never shown interest in me, despite our numerous encounters during broadcasts."

Yoona continued, "Although I become very happy when someone selects me as their ideal girl, I don't usually reveal it when I meet them in person." She also added that not one person (who chose her as their ideal girl) has her personal contact number.

Out of all the stars that chose her as their ideal girl, Yoona confessed she felt the happiest when Lee Seungi selected her and added that "Lee Seungi has always been SNSD's ideal guy." The direction and development of the relationship between Yoona and Seungi is becoming a topic of interest.

This episode will air on December 8, at 11:05 PM.


Credit: NewsEn
Translation: Glucose@soshified.com/forums
Oh dear, it's because they are shy to see you♥~

Nowadays, there are a lot of male celebrity of Korea blatantly confessed Yoona to be their ideal type. Listing down of some that I am aware of:
1) Lee Seung Gi
2) Andy of Shinwha
3) Leeteuk of SJ
4) Jo Kwon of 2AM
5) Chansung of 2PM
6) Nichkhun of 2PM
7) Brian of Fly to the Sky
Well these are only those who I am aware of.

p/s: I have yet watch Seoul MV, downloading it now♥ and please guys, just listen to Boa's song that she produced it herself

I can't be a VIP


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Why I can't Like G-dragon
The reason why I can't like Big Bang, it's because of this kind of thing they did on stage. Even if it's an act, what are G-Dragon try to imply? He got fans from all age range for God sake and he is setting a BAD example for his fans! Okay they, VIP might think I am pathetic but we are eastern and we value eastern culture. For western people, it's okay but Whatever, GD is a korean guy. I don't understand this mind of doing something sexual in order to be popular. Can they be, not sexual, clean but popular? Big Bang were great without sexuality elements in Kojimal, in Sun set glow, in Haru Haru. But why this GD? I hope, I really hope GD doesn't do this for BB upcoming album. I love Taeyang's solo, he is always clean, TOP too eventhough he is sexy, his solo has no sexual elements. Only Seungri who was majorly influenced by GD. I could never watch his solo, Strong Baby and I don't know why they never ban his MV when it was equivalent to IVY's Touch Me.

And Daesung is like the cutest one ever, singing trot.

Okay back to my point, yes GD is talented but he doesn't need to do that kind of act. He is hated enough for the rumor of plagiarizing (which I hope is not true). I like GD but I am glad I don't like him enough to feel all heartbroken like fellow VIP about the news^^. I like GD's music and everything produced by him. Like I said, he is talented!

On the other hand, Rain is so cute!!!! Yup, he should get married soon... about the sexy and gentle, there's always Lee Hyori. Just a suggestion^^

Yes, I hate all k-pop for hating Yoona and being so unprofessional when delivering news but I go there for news of other k-celebs except Yoona & Super Junior which I have a better sources than that.

Super Generation for everything


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Though I am not a s♥ne, I don't hate SNSD either. I am just a fan... but not a s♥ne.

SPAO is the latest brand in town (well not in my town, in Korea) and because they are new, I think it is a smart moves to have both Super Junior & SNSD to be the model for the apparel. It's because they are new and they want to showcase how many design they have. So there you go, all 13+9 gathered to showcase what SPAO has in store for you. The design of the clothes are nice and colorful, to brings out the youth in you.

The picture shows the "doll" of SJ & SNSD. Some share the same design, like a couple tee (Leeteuk & Sica, Heechul & Teayeon, Sooyoung & Donghae). I like Hyoyoen's^^ I think it's cool.

and about MAMA, I don't care of it's valid or not. People have been questioning the credibility of MAMA to announce the winner like 2PM being artist of the year and such but I just don't care. I am congratulating the winners of MAMA. I am a very mature ELF. Even when they are not presence, SJ still won 3 awards so just imagine if they were there, they will definitely grab artist of the year, album of the year, male group, that is certain. But still, ELF are the best and we know SJ is the best male group no matter what. An award is just award. Congratulation to 2PM as well.

My heart went to IVY for the massive attack she got from HOTTEST after that "euw" performance of Touch Me with Nichkhun at MAMA. And Nichkhun looked so awkward like "what should I do?" "should I touch her" "should I look at her?". I think he was so cute!
and SNSD will won female group and song of the year for Gee. Pity SM was selfish and Mnet was being a mouse.

& how long will Super Junior be around? according to Shindong, SJ will be here forever!!!♥

Yoona & Ring


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Okay, this is sooo weird. Out little miss sunshine Yoona never really wears ring ever since her debut days. For someone who has been following her unintentionally from her debut days, it's weird. Cause Yoona never even wear one. and not until Gee promotion but that is only on her index finger or on her middle finger. But that was merely out of concept with Gee where they must have some accessory considering their outfit were not as flashy or as complicated as 2NE1. Even during Genie promotion she was spotted with ring on either middle or index finger. These are only some to prove it.



and just recently, Yoona was spotted with a ring on her ring finger. NO! This is not your usual ring that you put on your finger for concept but more than that, it is a diamond ring. Diomand ring! Even Sica's ring on her ring finger was no match to Yoona's diamond ring (Sica had ring on her ring finger too and she wore it a few times. It was speculated that the ring was given by Jaejoong but apparently it was given by her mother or so I read in soompi/ssf, not sure where). Here is Yoong wearing the ring recently on NH Nonghyup 2009~2010 V-League where she did an opening serve and failed to reach to the next court. If you are beginner, it's hard. I have tried it before, my hands wounded.

See, it's not something you wear for casual or for concept. This ring seems... special. And she touched it a few times, maybe because the ring was not on place but still you could see it was her precious. (Gollum?^^)

I am not speculating anything here (for example saying that it was given by Donghae, no I am not). But the image of her having that diamond ring where people use it to propose a girl, it's just... lovely^^

Don't argue with me cause me, I have been following SNSD ever since their debut and even when I am not a fan or a s♥ne, I still love this deer with dinosaur mouth^^

on a side note, she is soo lovely on every side, our Yoona is^^

I agree


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Kim Hyun Joong “I think f(x)’s Krystal is prettier than SNSD’s Jessica”



SS501’s Kim Hyun Joong confessed his honest feelings about the ‘Jung Sisters’, Jessica and Krystal.

In the SS501 special for KBS TV ‘Shin Dong Yup Shin Bong Sun’s Champagne’, Kim Hyun Joong took on the challenge of the Top 32 Ideal Type World Cup.

Birth Sisters, SNSD’s Jessica and f(x)’s Krystal were one of the candidates for the ideal types. Kim Hyun Joong revealed to Jessica, who was on the set that day, that, “Krystal is more beautiful than you”.

Kim Hyun Joong proudly said, “I am telling my honest feelings” also “In So Nyuh Shi Dae, Jessica’s beauty is average” which made everyone present laugh.

This will be broadcasted on November 7th, at 11:20 pm.

Source: Newsen
Translation: kellykim10 @ affxtion.com

I agree with you^^ I like Krystal^^. Well, don't dwell with me. I am not SNSD biggest fan but I like the girls. Most specifically Im Yoona, Kim Taeyeon and Kim Hyoyeon. Oh, I am a YoonAddict after all. But I averagely like the others. Come to think of it, I like f(x) better. At least the members are more substance.

4 years of togetherness


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We are One
Super Junior KRY, T, M & Happy = 1 with ELF


super junior

and today marked me being an ELF for 2 years and 4 months

one post - too many things


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I really don't want to cause commotion but recently my blog has been found, the so-called secret ranting blog.LOL. When you are in cyber world, honestly nothing is a secret. someone will find it out eventually.

But above all, being an ELF, there is something important that I want to rant about. It's about Kangin....

To be honest, I am so dissapointed in him. A real disappointment hit me when I read the news where he drink and drive and hit and run all on the same day. But he is a man of his word. after all the bad things, he turned himself to the police and admitted his fault.

1st rule - when you drink you DON'T drive
2nd rule - a prove that drinking is not a problem solver so Kangin Oppa, Plz... stop drinkingT_T

because I care and because I love him, I really want him to be more sensible. He is not 5. He is 26. But depression leads one to do irrational things and that is why having God is important. Closest example Siwon of course. (and I am opinioning, if there is such words, from THEIR point of view). I hope everything will turn out okay. I believe things will be okay. Cause seeing Leeteuk in the recent Super Show in Shanghai hurts me. He usually jumping around but on that day, smiling is almost an impossible thing. But he did smile but not as much as always

T_T
(sj-world.net)

and he changed from TeukTaengoo to TeukSica which sounds a bit weaird cause I am already used to HeeSica. Heechul take charge of Taeyeon's part by changing himself to be HeeTeangoo. The rest, I am glad still the same. Maybe we see some changes again in Thailand... IDK but I don't really root for it.


and Ring DIng DOng.... my latest obsession^^

my baby drinking milk=))))

and Onew, I like decent bad boy. I don't dig bad boy but since it's a decent bad boy, I'd say why not?^^

Jang Riin's MV... what a dissapointment. I was anticipating to see some real acting. Instead, it's just a slide shows of pictures of Riin and Donghae. No substance acting. So much for Riin will act in her new MV. But lucky Riin's voice make up the disappointment^^

ILY


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I love you
I love even when I had to share you with Riin, with Yoona, with thousands other ELF
but I still love you.
I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR RIIN NEW MV!!!!
kthxbai

I Support Jay Park!


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I WANT PARK JAEBUM BACK!!!! GIVE US PARK JAEBUM BACK JYPE!!!!



It's K-POOP week


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Seriously, nothing else matter now. (well of course, there is life and PSM on the line but I have no mood for that right now and I supposed to send it today. I am dead!)

okay world, right now, I would love to announce that this week is a K-POOP WEEK!!!!

I felt quiting k-pop for everything that happen this week. one disaster after another. I just read Jaebum's friend letter and it was so heartbreaking=(

Letter from Jaebum's friend in Korea

Hello this is Jaebum's friend who was in the same class with him and I would like to share how Jaebum lived at the time.

Jaebum moved to study at our class for his 3rd year in high school. There was nothing special. I just heard that he was a JYP trainee from USA. I regarded him as an ordinary student. At first, he could not adjust himself to Korean cultures and barely spoke Korean. Jaebum was not in acquaintance with friends and preferred to be alone. As time passed, he could finally get along with friends. We played basketball together. He seemed to be fond of physical education class the most. Since he had to part from his family and friends who he used to hang out and practiced dancing with in the States, he looked lonely at times. He was living by himself in a tough conditon as a trainee in Korea.

Jaebum had a lot of things to do. He usually practiced singing during his free time or writing rap lyrics. He loved to go to the gym the most. I remembered inviting him for lunch but he rejected and only ate food with protein nourishment. How pity he was then. We were in the same basketball team. The friends in our class used to sing birthday songs to him. When we graduated, Jaebum was trained full time at his company and one day he boasted to me that he was put into a group, 2PM and would be on national televisions. I knew that he worked so hard before he debuted with his first album.

Not only Jaebum, I heard that all JYP trainees and staff also worked so hard. Even though Jaebum had extreme tight schedules, during the second album promotion, he could come and join our alumni party. I was happy to see his confidence and shine coming from him which was different from the time he was still just a trainee where his future was in doubt. He told me that he liked Boom-hyung. Boom-hyung is a fun person who takes care of him so well. I knew that he was living a happy life at the time.

But, for the past few days, there were a controversial of Jaebum's offending comments from his myspace. All those efforts he put were shattered in the blink of an eye. I tried to call him because I was so concerned. He told me he was at the airport and about to leave for USA. I asked if he'll ever come back. He said how could he when so many people hate him this much...

As a friend of Jaebum, there is nothing I can do. I can only let him leave like that. His flight left at 6:30pm. I can only wish that he go back to have a better life with his family. Even in the US, I wish he still carry on and fulfill his dream. I would like to thank you all who loved my friend. Jaebum Fighting!

“Now I think I have become a real Korean”
“I'm proud to be Korean”
“The Republic of Korea”
“Korean people are like stars, they dress so well comparing to me I dress like a pauper. Oh no, yes I am a pauper.”
“I'm not familiar with English now, isn't it funny? Haha”
These messages were written by Jaebum in 2006.

Looking at those messages, you can see that his attitude has changed.
He said he was proud to be Korean and he truly love Korea.

Please believe him.
Please don't judge him only by the message he wrote when he was a struggling trainee (4 years ago)
Please...

SOURCE: Daum Trans: Kor-Thai by Tik@2pm-online.com, Thai-Eng by Offogato@2pm-online.com, Edited by Tiff @ 2pm-online.com


But for me to quit now is not worth it cause my fandom is still work beautifully. My deepest sympathy to fellow hottest who are going such a hard time. and Cassie to for the law suit case. I was anticipating on SJ-M return so much.... I want SJ-M and it's not like I mind if Sica was there in the MV, I don't mind but HaeSica fans are pain in the ass..... their obsession goes over the top. I hope for once they can be a mature fans.

gaah!


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*Tae umma is not impressed*

they asked "how's life?"
I would respond "great"

they asked "have boyfriend yet?"
I will answer them with "no"

They say "you are too complicated"
I'd say "you are being impossible"

they told me "open up and have a man"
I'd say " I love my life, guys just a trouble"

"feminism" they say
"none of your problem" I'd say


Those people who have nothing better to do, just stay out of my life. I have a fandom to take care of.

I feel like it's a nightmare...


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to akie....
I will miss you dearly.
you are witty yet you always make me laugh....

Rest in peace akie....
I will pray for you.
Al-Fatihah

I am not that type


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There two things that I suck the most in this world.

Number 1 - Pleasing people. I just don't live by kissing people's ass (or asses). I am me. To accept me for who I am or to leave me bacause you can't accept me for the person I am.

Number 2 - Giving surprises. GOSH!!!! I suck a lot! But I did try^^ To celebrate the belated birthday of besties of mine, I prepare a secret cupcakes. No I don't bake. But Kak Wawa does! So I order this very pretty, very delicious cup cakes from her. It's Chocolate cup cakes with blue berry filling^^. Price? I don't tell, I just pay=)



and just because YoonHae♥

Donghae and Yoona^^

hello thar!


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Not DoongYoon, not haeyoong
Not the hair. Not the pants

But it's the voice & the bearing of the name


It reads YOONHAE you delusional people!



ILYSM Lee Donghae♥~l

Nigamipda


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STOP JINXING US!!! and jinxing is not a place in China.
People has been more afraid than we, the residents of K9 are. They were freaking out when we say we stay at K9. Seriously people what is your problem? So a girl died here so what? does that mean this place is haunted now? So tell me if your grandfather died at your house, does that mean your house is haunted now?

Get a life!

It's getting annoying when people asked "Hey where do you live this sem?"
and we said "K9"
and mostly, we will get this kind of responses
1) "Oh really?" and made this face =0
2) "wow you guys are brave" yeah thanks and you guys are coward.
3) "eh ada hantu kan" to which I will rudely reply to with a...og well, rude saying.



on another depressing note,

Scholar money come to mama!!!!!!

To Jasmine: with you, it's =D & =)


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Today, I just talked with my favorite human being on earth. Jasmine called me today and as usual, if the phone call did not exceed one hour time, then I tell you, it's not us. We talked about everything but apparently that one hour was not enough to cover what seems to be everything cause our everything cover more than anyone else's everything.

And last Wednesday as we talked on the phone , she told me "Kurang asam kan I? bila susah baru cari U" and I told her "That is how the saying goes, kawan ketawa senang nak cari, tapi bila kawan yang kita cari masa kita susah, itu baru betul-betul kawan"

A friend in need is a friend indeed right?

Not all people can listen to you ranting about life and family.

Not all people can stand listening to you talking and so often the topic will be derived by a simple question.

But we can be each other ears. We can rely on each other.

Our friendship is just.... weird, much like us.

We have absolutely nothing in common but we can talk for hours and nobody can seems to stop us.
We can laugh over something people think is not funny and thought we are crazy. We can laugh over nothing.
We can laugh at ourselves.
We can have a deep conversation.
We can talk about boys.
We can talk about family.
We can talk about our different fandoms (where I'm into Super Junior and she is into Kinki Kids) and at that, we both become concern of each others fandom. I know more about Kinki Kids and she knows the name of all Super Junior members (mostly but still for non fan, it s something I can be proud of)
I tell her about issues in my fandom and she shares with me her issues in fandom.

With her, it seems like I have no secret.

We are like Eunhyuk & Donghae in Super Junior
or the Domoto brothers
Only we are different, in our own way.

So often I gain and lose friends but I know I will never lose her. She will always be there. Always. No matter what.


Thank you for being around Jasmine=))))

♥u

YoonYul rawks!


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I just learn their new room arrangement for their new house (I believe the just moved house). So here is the arrangement for the room

Yoona & Yuri (my SNSD OTP!!!!)
Sunny and Teayeon (the short sisters!)
Hyeoyeon and Soehyun (it's funny how my third and fourth fav in SNSD are in one room^^)
Fany get the room alone (maybe she snores? cause that is the reason why Eunhyuk got his own room, and he is smells too LOL.)
and Soo Yound to share room with Jesicca.
this is based on their Ten Ten Radio interview.

The best thing is Yoona & Yuri will be in one room!


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I have things for guy who wears spectacle^______________^













Not you.

Unless you are Lee Donghae

I love nerdie Hae=DDD


and a girl who can pull out this look well

pretty pretty Tae umma

Because SM is a family, fans should stop aguing!


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(2 leaders and HyukSu!)

Okay I am late... in fact I am extremely super duper late baout this whole thing.
I have known about this battle between Super Junior and DBSK in K-Pop battle hosted by V-Channel. From the very beginning I though the whole idea was stupid. You could never compare SJ and DBSK, they are very different group with very different concept. Though they are family, they have different image per say. While DBSK image has been decided and they are to stick to that image, SJ on the other hand doesn't have one definite image.

So when the battle started and SJ was declared as winner in the end, there were battle between stupid fan of SJ that I won't even call them ELF and stupid fan of DBSK. They should have known the whole voting thing was for fun and honestly, they took it too personal and get too emotional over the whole thing. Psst!

Come on, they are family and we should be too. I know it's late, too little too late. Still this post showing I care for my fellow ELF and being a supprter of SM family love. DBSK and Super Junior have a very gret friendship, more than that they are like blood-related brother, they love each other. Why can't we fans do the same? The same goes for SNSD's fans, S♥ne. The fan boys can be so retarded sometimes and antis blaming that to our girls. Those antis are clearly stupid. I hate some SNSD's fan boys because they hate K.Will for taking Yuri for his video clip (and Yuri did a wonderful job there!) but I love SNSD and we, international fans are much smarter. Maybe because we are also girls so we are able to act with more maturity over the whole thing.

Guess even when I talk about Super Shinki, I just had to insert about SNSD huh? What? Don't look at me like that, they are family! and while I'm at it, why don't we include the whole bunch of SM family love?






emm why so far Jae when you have SooYoung & Fany right behind you?


This picture just screams "YUNJAE!!!!~". And LOL at Siwon=DDD

AND WE ARE FAMILY!


Yoona Donghae - The chances of effective relationship (a study)


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The title above is my very serious case study for my Projek Sarjana Muda. If I can do this, I am the candidate of A+ for sure.kekekekeke
&
try to make an effort to update. But then this blog is all about my obsession of K-Pop, not really about life. Plus, I don't have any issue about life that is interesting enough for me to share. Apart from I'm losing a bit of weight... a bit only^0^ But still that little bit made me happy, at least I did something to lose those excessive, unwanted fat.

☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻

Sometimes I feel like losing hope for Yoona and Donghae. I tell you, I never really mind about their lack of interaction because I have seen how Taeyeon and Junsu are around each other lately. The image of Sica being Donghae perfect girl keeps popping out in my mind simply because she almost fulfill the description of his perfect girl. But I overlook a lot of things while almost getting trapped by the game of my own mind. Honestly I never really pay attention to words by HaeSica fans. I don't mind Donghae with whoever he is with, in fact, I don't care as long as he is happy and his happiness is very important to me.

Donghae's perfect girl, to be his wife:
- Likes kid
- Knows how to cook
- Height of 167-168
- visible collar bone would be nice (cause he said woman with visible collarbone looks elegant)
- Respect parents and a filial daughter
- calm, warm and quiet type of girl

So the answer to Donghae's prayer.... well let's take a look at Yoona's qualities, whether she fits or not:
- She LOVES kids! look at how she play with kids in Mnet Girls Go To School
- She likes cooking, enjoy it and whatever she makes is edibly delicious according to members of SNSD. We got living proof here ladies and gentlemen!
- She is 168cm! That a fact!
- Although I personally hate Yoona wearing all those strapless dress, Let's just admit she looks good wearing it. Her body is nice too.
- Oh she loves her dad. Although she cannot expresses it well, she wrote a lenghty letter to tell her dad how much she loves him, things that she cannot express by saying it. She is shy like that♥
- Calm... oh yes she is. Warm, she makes anyone around her wants to love her. quiet I cannot guarantee because she does speak a lot and really funny person. Donghae really need this kind of girl cause all romantic won't do oppa!

and we should be concerned about how opposite attract. While Donghae's health is quite poor, Yoona is such a strong person. Despite her busy schedule, we rarely see her sick. She is not a picky eater and eat whatever to stay healty. This kind of girl will have no problem for a guy to feed her.
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Truly not saying anything=D

i want to, I do I do I do Yeah~


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I just knew...
was devastated to know that Sica was there at PCD concert. don't know why...
I want to like that girl but events kept coming out T_T
I don't know.

I am not jealous that she sat behind Donghae but why she must be there behind hae???
It should be Yoona. LOLLLLL

Okay whatever.
hey, Sica, you are so pretty^^

I like you, I do I do I do Yeah~ (Donghae part in WILY)

sorry feel like this =(

Just care-less


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Not a fan doesn't mean you cannot listen to the singer's song. Stop being judgmental, it's annoys me greatly.



I am not a fan of 2NE1, means I am not into their fandom whatsoever but i just love FIRE and I also love lollipop. As weird as the fashion senses are, their songs are great. Majorly because it was made by G-Dragon, nonetheless, it's still great. That was the fastest song I could memorize because it was easy and a repetition song. The dance is bleh, too sexy for a powerful song like that but then again everything has to be sexy nowadays which is so W.E.M.L. I also downloaded the making. I know each members name (because their name are short and they only have 4 people, not 9 or 15- even 9 and 15 I have no problem memorizing, 4 is no big deal CL, Dara, Bom and Minji). But hey, Dara's hair is cool! Tall like that^^

And HaHaHa song by SNSD is like the sweetest thing eva! I downloaded the widget and looking at the girls dance in my laptop can bring smile. No wonder the created such thing for the devastated people. HaHaHa campaign is a great thing that Malaysia should do something like that. But then Malaysian entertainment scene is such an ugly scene to watch. Scandals here and there just to reach popularity. My dislike to Waheeda has gone beyond your imagination. I mean I was never her fan but I like her song and I think her voice is unique but her recent scandal just want me to punch her face. I mean how could anak dara say something like that, tipu sana sini dah tu nak ugut bini orang tu. lawak ape ni? ape-ape je la.

Okay that was so unrelated to my post and not what I intended to write and because I am coherent like that, back to my point, my songs folder are growing in capacity. I listen to Nasyid, English, K-pop, J-pop, C-pop, Malay and even Hindustan. I am very global if you judge me based on the music that I listen to.

I wish we have fanclub like ELF in Malaysia and we have a great music quality like K-pop and we have fans that supported their own music. I want to be like that, supporting something from my country but it's hard. I like SUKI, a lot her music, her personality, I bought her album but she doesn't go and have fan meeting, like go to JB and stuff, promote herself to the max. Guess when the million is finish she can't do anything??? She rarely on TV, I don't know how am i supposed to get updated on her news.

And 6ixth Sense is like the best band ever. I even dropped Samson because of them (but I hated their first single, "tak bisa memilihmu". no curang-curang punye lagu man!). I Joined their fan club in MySpace, I voted them in Muzik Muzik but you know how hard it is to find their album? Don't tell me to support local act when it is hard to find the album for my own favorite local band.

Reality Check, I only stick to one. Be clear of whom I am talking about

yup, yup, Neorago!

Emm just writing out of frustation. A lot happen during this past months.

p/s: as much as I like SNSD, Sica's high pitch voice in Haptic Anycall CF annoys me.... I like that girl but sometimes she annoys me... greatly. I don't even know why. Sorry Sorry Sica, I try to love you as much as I love the other members especially you are Heenim favorite girl

and you have taken solo picture with every SJ members you could lay your hands to (Donghae, Kangin, Siwon, Hankyung...). But Sica is cute, I love her English, her pronunciation, her singing voice (sometimes, depend on the song like in HaHaHa and ITNW) and we share the same habit of sleeping.

Pearl Sapphire Blue


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Saya suka biru

I like Blue

Na paran chuayo (eh???)










that explains this blog. but hold on I'm still changing this. I'm on experiment again^^

Falah-ssi, I totally stole this meme from you cause it's intresting


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I totally stole this from besties Falah cause it is so interesting. so here is the rules for the game
1. Open your libra​ry (​iTune​s,​ Winam​p,​ Media​ Playe​r,​ iPod,​ etc)

2. Put it on shuff​le

3. Press​ play

4. For every​ situation below,​ type the song that'​s playi​ng

5. When you go to a new quest​ion,​ press​ the next butto​n

Using my itunes, I present to you, the soundtrack of my life!

Opening Credit

Agnes Monica – Matahariku
My life story will be as sad as Jelita… seriously…

Waking up:

BSB – Inconsolable

My first time listening to this. I guess the waking up will like me waking up when I don’t want to. So I was kind of depressed but still I have to wake to face another day, face the person that I don’t want to see on a regular basis. Emm…

First day of school:

Super Junior M – In my arm

Aahh… I told you how sad my life story is, going to school for the first day reminiscing about the lost love. I don’t get my life.

Falling in Love

Jang Jung Woo - Geu Gut Man Eun

The original soundtrack of stairway to heaven which is sad. Is my life that tragic? My first tragic love, the love that I want but eventually have to let go. What kind of world do I lived in?

Fight song

Kyuhyun – Believe live in Miracle for You

Hehehehehehehehehehe what kind of fighting involves love song like this? I will totally not fighting yet forgive him^^

Breaking up

Tenjochiki – Doushite

The melody is just right. So we will break up in a sad situation and this song will be played as the background. Perfecto!

Prom

Kinki Kids – Yamenaide, Pure

What Kind of prom is this? Okay so I have no date cause I just broke up so I sat in the corner, drinking juice and enjoying the view while this song is played in the background. Yeah… imagine this…

Life

Rihanna – shut up and drive

Funky life! Happy life while forgetting everything bad in my life, starting everything new and fresh. Like going to school, pushing my locker with confidence. Well, you know what I mean.

Mental Breakdown

THSK – Junmo (Japanese version)

Mental breakdown is so sexy I guess! Eemmm the scene is I was down and this song is on the back ground. Wow, like having a hyper tension and suddenly “I got youuuu under my skin”. I love my life in that case.

Driving

Tenjochinki - Coming to you

The whole point in my life is so depressed, I even drive depressed. I don’t know the meaning of this song but the tune is sure sad. I am driving sad, while trying to forget everything.

Flashback

Demi lovato – This is me (acoustic version)

Reminiscing the my victory day, starting things new. I want to show them who I really am, proving people wrong and just do my best in this short life.

Wedding

T-Ara – Good Person

It’s the wedding I don’t want to go through. The person I am wed to is not the person I am in love. Because this song is sad so that is the scene I was imagining.

Birth of child

Super Junior – you are the one

Is a miracle cause giving birth is supposed to be a happy event so it’s like saying I am happy to be a mother and the baby is the one for me. Well I hope that knock some sense in your brain^^

Final Battle

Rossa – Ayat-ayat cinta

Seems more like giving up then having a battle. “pengorbanan cinta yang agung, ku pertaruhkan”. I think my life is very interesting after all.

Death scene

My chemical Romance – Disenchanted

So the death scene is sad as “you’re just a sad song with nothing to say”. Eventually the dead person is someone I don’t really like but try to forgive because… well, he/she died already.

Funeral Song

Nsync – this I promise you

Because he/she is someone I don’t like, I try to forgive him/her and promise to live this life with no grudge hold. So while the funeral took place, I am sad.

Ending credit

Bond – Bella Donna

An instrumental song to end my tragic, unrealistic life.


....end.....


I guess you can see the my mixture of songs. I listen to everything.


It's you, only you for me...



bye bye for a while


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Until I figure out what I am going to do with this blog, I will put this lovely fishie blog on hiatus. I kinda feel sorry for those who have been following my blog. Maybe I spazz about my k-addiction at wrong place. it should not be here where people don't know half of the things I am saying. It's all about Super Junior, Lee Donghae, Im Yoona, Kim Heechul, Nick Khun ets etc and I am sure you guys are not even familiar with the names. I mean I am sure to leave this obsession one day but till then I don't want everyone feel forced to read my spazzing. You might go " who is this?" or "what is her point?". I am not neglecting or anything but I found the right place to talk about all of this.

The red season because it's full Manchester United winning. The Pearl Sapphire Blue season for the obvious reason. I am subtle



I don't care if people leaves. But I am here. I am staying. I love you and you know that right?
not there from the beginning but to stay till the end...



p/s: not a fan of 2ne1 but i just love fire and Sandara is so pretty and CL is cool and Minji... looks like GD. Hey, look the female version of Teayang that I don't even know her name!

You....


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Hey you,
Thank you for staying

Hey you,
Thank you for the comfort

Hey you
Thank you for everything that makes me fall for you

Hey you,
yeah you
Thank you for the graceful touch when I was down

You know I’m talking about you,Only you


being an emoTUEK


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I have nothing to say at the moment. I seems to transfer all my spazzing mode to other journal of mine, the very secret journal. so kind of bye bye to this one (?)

No, no that fast.

Just wanted say...
I"M NOT UP TO KISSING PEOPLE ASS. I DO THINGS MY OWN WAY AND IF YOU DON'T AGREE WITH ME THEN GO AWAY. YOUR STRICT FACE JUST MAKE ME SICK. GO AHEAD AND BE WITH THAT PERSON ALL YOU WANT. YOUR IGNORANCE MEANS NOTHING TO ME AND I SERIOUSLY LOLING AT YOUR STUPID KISSING ASS FACE LIKE YOU GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO. BYE BYE TO YOU CAUSE I DON'T EVEN CARE.

Don't be jelous of me cause Amma adores me^___^


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Why shouldn't I? He kept makes me feel appreciated with these award that I don't think I deserve
*sob*sob*

Thank you amma, thank you appa, thank you everyone who has been supporting me (LOL what am I thinking? this is no freakin' drama Mawa!)

I have been awarded for

hehehehehehehehehehehehe

on for moar important subject, the reason why I create this blog:

AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
Hey Khun.... for now you are my most fav scandal. Make noona happy yae?

AND My wookie's special stage in MuCore with K.Will is love! I always guy who able to handle music instrument perfectly, much on Wookie's image... it's just... soft.... and I like it... no wait... I love it a lot.





My love is easy nowadays....
I love Super Junior.
I love Lee Donghae (DUH!)
I love Kim Heechul.
I Love Park Jungsoo.
I love Kim Kyu wittiness.
I love Khun's dance in again & again.
I love how close Guen Suek is with SJ members and Stephanie.
I love.....
and I feel like a pedo noona fan nowadays.


tell me what I don't love?


When two favmeet... it's nothing but a good view... very good view.
I want to say something else but Heechul's finger is such a distraction that I forget what I want to say.

hey, this is intresting


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You Are a Prophet Soul



You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.

Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.

Sometimes this faith can lead to disappointment in the long run.

No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.



You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.

Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.

A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.

You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.



Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul




...................okay

commenting:

"Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people"
not likely. I am in fact very selfish. selfless is what? I do have great faith in people only when I trust them.

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You are a good interpreter"
NO I AM NOT!

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you are good at predicting people's feelings"
SO NOT ME!

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You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer"
not sure about the great thinker part but a define no doer is me.

"
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul"
Oppa, do this now and make sure you get either one.

WHAT TIME IS IT NOW???


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I'M SURE IT IS NOT 2 PM BUT WHY DOES IT LOOKS LIKE IT'S 2PM TO ME???

my eyes did not deceive me I know but but....

WHY WHY LOVE?????




it's not like I wait for them but it seems like that when I saw the teaser. You are such a tease!
AGAIN & AGAIN YOU ARE SUCH A TEASE



my Nick khun.... Made Noona a phailure

Because you are superman


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you are my savior from my dead boring day
because you are my superman, you always have the way to find the smile in my face....





ahh this kind of talk is so not suitable for my image with him.

Heechul hyung I mean Oppa...
YOU ARE MY SUPERMAN!




ohh... and this is the best part

Basicly, this song made me ROTFL

Hehehehe cause I just had a conversation with DBSK..... No wait... Just Changmin actually


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"You know you got it
YEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Okay,that wasn't me screaming. It was Changmin.

Mawa: Changmin ah, why are you making noise here? Noona is busy doing work and your scream shocked noona
Changmin: Sorry, that's my job. In DBSK, my job is to scream well, eat well and tease people well.
Mawa: What the???
Changmin: And why are you Noona? we are ot the same age!
Mawa: NO! I am Noona. I was born on 87
Changmin: but late 87 and I am early 88. We are at the same age
Mawa: are not
Changmin: are... Emm Yoochun hyung, how am I supposed to reply to that in English?
Yoochun:아~몰라 몰라!Free Emoticons For Your Blog
Changmin: Junsu hyung.... wait, why am I asking him? His English is worse than mine

*out of nowhere*
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Junsu: what you mean? (continue running around the house making cute faceFree Emoticons For Your Blog)
Changmin: ......
Mawa: you lost I win. I am Noona!
Changmin:Free Emoticons For Your Blog

As we are busy fighting, Yunho oppa who was too tired fallen asleepFree Emoticons For Your Blog (so cute!) because he gave out too much energy during Nanjing's concert
and Jaejoong Oppa was Free Emoticons For Your Blog

Changmin & Mawa as we saw that :Free Emoticons For Your Blog


I say... the result of listening ro Changmin's scream during stressful time is this. The derivation of our conversation was too far off the real topic. Don't ask me, IDEK why.


On the other hand...
^^Hellllooooo Mustache


Chagmin: YAAA Mawa!
Mawa: YAA! I am your Noona!
Changmin: Because you publish this picture of me, you are no longer a noona!
Mawa: huh?Free Emoticons For Your Blog


I just don't get the mental age of this boy....