The truth hurt


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Sorry... whoever... I want to agree... Stop me...

It's Beauty baby!


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The title is 미인아 = MiinA = Beauty



I wish Leeteuk would wear something. The fact that he is not wearing anything somehow shows he is insecure, that he needs to follow the trend of stripping. And it amazes me how he sacrifice is untoned body for the sake of the song. I know It will be cool! ♥~ Can't for for the 13th now!

TOMORROW!!!


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Cooler, way better, stronger than eveeeer!!!!!

It's tomorrow, May the 7th! Teaser will be released and I can't wait!

Although this comeback will give us only 10, but as long as Super Junior members are strong, me ELF will be strong for them. I will support them.

To Hangeng - May what you do now will make you happy. I wish you will be there together with them but since you have made the decision to leave SJ, nobody can stop you because it made you happy. But please, comeback and be SJ's Hangeng again TT. I Love you!

To Kibum - It seems like acting is far more imporant to you because it makes you YOU. So I hope your acting will be evenmore successful! Don;t forget to introduce yourself as Super Junior Kibum!=) Forever Loving and waiting for you to be SJ again!

To Kangin - I feel like crying... I love you so much that it hurts to see you leave for the army. But I believe you will return as the coolest SJ'a Kangin and that you will be a better person upon your return. 2 years are not long and ELF will wait for you! I LOVE YOU Kkang king!

13th May 2010

13.... & ELF

Forever!

You are still fresh on my mind [20032010]


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Yes, the image of Super Junior here in Malaysia still fresh on my mind. Thinking about them and how I finally met them, it bring me such a joy that words could not explain... They are my happiness, the kind that not any guy could give and to be in this fandom is enough for me to smile and cry for them and with them. They are that special


I met you, finally after 2 years and half of being your fans. My heart beating so fast that it threaten to go out of the chest. I waited patiently for the boys to come out. We were entertained by Chinese group and a Malay singer. ELF were getting impatient. We were screaming for SJ. Finally the lights are off. The only lights were from ELF's lightstick and I swear seeing the sea of pearl sapphire blue was so much better live


and Finally finally finally the show begun. The members made a dramatic entrance and with each names being called out, there was a loud scream and members came in from different sides. From my side, it was Sungmin and let me tell you, his skin is so fair, he looks soooo cute up close. Pictures are all lies! and because I was so excited, it was a little shaky.


The show begun and I can't sit still. I was waving my light stick like a mad girl, same with everyone else. And I swear I lost a lot of fat on my under-arm. Such a good way to exercise.


and I manage to capture all 10...
Meeting you was the best thing ever

Leeteuk - Although you were unwell, you gave your best and smiles never leave your face. And when you cried during Shining Star, I can feel how much you love us, how much you appreciate us. I love you leader-nim... Please stay strong cause We ELF will always stay with you.

Heechul - You were so hyper and I am so happy to see you enjoy your time here. And yes, you truly are Milk Skin Kim Heechul! Seeing you up close, you truly are a beauty no girl can match. I even think you are not even a human cause you are so pretty and I really love your hyperness. Thank you for bringing our little Henry on your stage and Hyukjae and Ryeowokie^^

Yesung - oh yesung, thank you for kept on walking in front of my seat box. Thank you for kept on waving to us. Thank you for singing so beautifully. Thank you for being so dorky that night. I had a good laugh because of you. I love you evenmore after that night!

Shindong - OH WHY SO CUTE??????? Your hair style that night look so good on you, you know that? and that you are soooo funny! and you are not that fat! In fact you look so well built! I think the diet is starting to take the effect^^ I love you and thank you for being so lively that night!

Sungmin - Oh my pretty Sungmin, oh my I think my heart is expanding because of you! Sounds so perfect live, looking so good live. You are everything that I never imagine you to be. I am so touched during your solo. I love you beyond your cuteness.

Eunhyuk - Beyond that anchovy hat, I see a great dancer which is no secret and seeing your passion in dancing overflow up close, what can I say than a mesmerized eyes and fixicated only on your great talent whenever you came to the middle stage to show off your dancing skills? I love you


Zhoumi - You smile! Ever so wide smile when you are supposed to put on a sad face for "blue tomorrow". We were screaming for you whenever you sing. and you smile so much that I feel like crying. Cause your smile means everything to use, especially after what happen at Shanghai, we felt that this is the little thing we could gave you yet you smile so much that night! and dem you are soooo damn tall!!!! I love you Mimi!

Donghae - I claimed you as mine... forever. though my heart were on a wave that night but I feel like I need to calm down for awhile after seeing you. SOOO GOOD LOOKING!!! So Romeo-like... If I ever want a boyfriend, I don't want him to be like you cause I'm afraid girls will kill me. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER!

Siwon - A walking mannequin you are. Tall, good looking, perfect, your body is perfect, you have a heart that is so beautiful. What are you made off honestly? and how you sound so perfect in real life. I wish I could listen to you everyday cause I have no idea how good you were when listen to you singing live. And I could never believe but I finally saying this to you, I love you!

Ryeowook - Cutie Wookie, loveable Wookie...♥ You look so small, like really cute that I want to hug you so hard.Oh you singing with all your heart and I think you look so cute when you reach high note effortlessly. Thank you for walking back and forth at my seat box. You have a cute butt (yeah, I did look at his butt because it was too cute... FML). I love you cutie Ryeowook^^

Kyuhyun - Yeah magnae, I know you are all tall and good looking but seeing you real life OMG WHY SO GOOD LOOKING! Fair skin (albeit pimples that were invisible), tall and so damn cute! Your live makes me want to cry because you sounds so so great. I do wish you sang 7 years of love song but that song you sang was great too, as long as I could listen to you singing. Magnae, cute magnae... I love you!

Henry Lau - bb, my bb Henry. My love for you was pouring like rain so hard that night. When you came out before Heechul's solo, I was so excited. and you playing your violin with passion. How beautiful it was for me to see. Your solo was perfect too! and we were screaming for you real hard I almost lose my voice that night. and when it comes to the end, I went down from my seat to bid you goodbye while waving this

and I think you saw it because your eyes were on me for a nano second and you were smiling till I can't see your eyes anymore... Oh How I LOVE YOU MORE!!!

Although we can not see all 13, as in the real 13 but I know everything will be fine someday. Kangin will return, Kibum I wish him all the best and honestly I have long give up on Hangeng to be is SJ again because he is happy baking and making milkshake in China. All the best to you Hangeng.

I had a wonderful night that night. After that night, I believe nothing can stop me from loving them. The concert bond me better with them. One night has change all my love for them and it is nothing but stronger love than before.and now I miss you more than ever!

See you in Super Show 3 (and I hope they will come up with new and better name too^^)

Oh! Oh! Oh! Jonghyun♥


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DEM DEM DEM!!! I promised myself not to fall again for any band. I did promise but this time, I don't know if I can keep it or not. Dem it!


I have been watching CNBlue eversince the first day they debut. Okay I admit it, even when Yong Hwa is the 'in' guy right now, I don't feel the vibe with him or whenever I look at him. I don't even think I will like him if it was not for Seohyun (because he is such a darling whenever he takes care of Seobaby). When I last fell for Nich Khun which I never intended to do so, I told myself that I would stop.But then I saw him, smiling so brightly...


There goes my resolution...
and I watch his interview. When asked what kind of woman he likes, his response was;
"I would like to have someone whom I could lean on. My ideal girl is someone who is older than me. I like Noona"

♥♥♥
He is sweet, he plays guitar, his smile is so nice, he could sing and oh-so-charming....
I fell so hard when I saw this...


I'm a pedo..................................... for Lee Jonghyun...
(but the thing is, reality check, I will never date someone who is much younger than I am, even by month=/)

Fany's Poker Face♥~


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I am addicted to Fany's voice in the recent KJE's Chocolate! Her rendition of Lady Gaga's Poker Face is even better than the original version! Although people said the song is about sex and whatnot, Fany's feeling of the song is different, like she brought a whole different feeling to the song. Oh Fany, your voice is soooo beautiful!




I have been promoting this clip through my sig in sj-world, ssf & soompi^^
AND YES!!!!!!!!!!! MBC WILL AIR WGM LIKE USUAL!!!!!! Jealous Yong~

the CHANGE


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Change Change Change^^


Yes, Changing before I get caught yet again, I have been risking myself to write everything here^^

So now i need to change^^