Fishie Enough

Lately, I can't stop listening to Tata Young's Bloody Valentine. It's not that I am still in love with my crush or whatnot (ehem, ex-crush which I sadly never have the opportunity to talk to him since I was 15 T.T)

for some reason, sometimes I feel tired and weary. Because fandom sometimes does have it down time to. For instance, the fight among SNSD's fans, claiming Yoona had too much exposure as compared to any other girl

(They are so stupid! She only been in 1 drama, 2 personal CF and 3 variety shows on her own. Now compare that to Yteayeon who has her own radio show, Yuri & Fany who has their own show or Sica who has her own musical. That girl has nothing permanent!)

or how Changmin is getting skinnier because of DBSK's dispute. It broke my heart to see him nit smiling like he used to. I just wish this thing will be over soon and DBSK will reunite beautifully, with all smile and laugh they used to have one day. (and for Yunho to lose some weight ^______^)

How Hangeng is having a hard time, battling with sickness and no rest. Yet he still smiles and be funny like he is. He still put on a beautiful face for us to look at, he is still.... Hangeng that I love and adore.

but the words form SJ members revive it all. I think I could stick to K-pop for one more year. I was seriously thinking of leaving it. For real! But things are not as easy as to say it. To realize it, to make it come true, it's hard.

SJ is a home, members are family and ELF are shield. We are together and will always 13elieve.

and damn it! so addicted to CNBlue! I don't know the name of the members AT ALL and I don't care to know. All I know is that they make a good music and the sound great live. Who cares about all the other stuff?

Why I can't Like G-dragon
The reason why I can't like Big Bang, it's because of this kind of thing they did on stage. Even if it's an act, what are G-Dragon try to imply? He got fans from all age range for God sake and he is setting a BAD example for his fans! Okay they, VIP might think I am pathetic but we are eastern and we value eastern culture. For western people, it's okay but Whatever, GD is a korean guy. I don't understand this mind of doing something sexual in order to be popular. Can they be, not sexual, clean but popular? Big Bang were great without sexuality elements in Kojimal, in Sun set glow, in Haru Haru. But why this GD? I hope, I really hope GD doesn't do this for BB upcoming album. I love Taeyang's solo, he is always clean, TOP too eventhough he is sexy, his solo has no sexual elements. Only Seungri who was majorly influenced by GD. I could never watch his solo, Strong Baby and I don't know why they never ban his MV when it was equivalent to IVY's Touch Me.

And Daesung is like the cutest one ever, singing trot.

Okay back to my point, yes GD is talented but he doesn't need to do that kind of act. He is hated enough for the rumor of plagiarizing (which I hope is not true). I like GD but I am glad I don't like him enough to feel all heartbroken like fellow VIP about the news^^. I like GD's music and everything produced by him. Like I said, he is talented!

On the other hand, Rain is so cute!!!! Yup, he should get married soon... about the sexy and gentle, there's always Lee Hyori. Just a suggestion^^

Yes, I hate all k-pop for hating Yoona and being so unprofessional when delivering news but I go there for news of other k-celebs except Yoona & Super Junior which I have a better sources than that.

I really don't want to cause commotion but recently my blog has been found, the so-called secret ranting blog.LOL. When you are in cyber world, honestly nothing is a secret. someone will find it out eventually.

But above all, being an ELF, there is something important that I want to rant about. It's about Kangin....

To be honest, I am so dissapointed in him. A real disappointment hit me when I read the news where he drink and drive and hit and run all on the same day. But he is a man of his word. after all the bad things, he turned himself to the police and admitted his fault.

1st rule - when you drink you DON'T drive
2nd rule - a prove that drinking is not a problem solver so Kangin Oppa, Plz... stop drinkingT_T

because I care and because I love him, I really want him to be more sensible. He is not 5. He is 26. But depression leads one to do irrational things and that is why having God is important. Closest example Siwon of course. (and I am opinioning, if there is such words, from THEIR point of view). I hope everything will turn out okay. I believe things will be okay. Cause seeing Leeteuk in the recent Super Show in Shanghai hurts me. He usually jumping around but on that day, smiling is almost an impossible thing. But he did smile but not as much as always

T_T
(sj-world.net)

and he changed from TeukTaengoo to TeukSica which sounds a bit weaird cause I am already used to HeeSica. Heechul take charge of Taeyeon's part by changing himself to be HeeTeangoo. The rest, I am glad still the same. Maybe we see some changes again in Thailand... IDK but I don't really root for it.


and Ring DIng DOng.... my latest obsession^^

my baby drinking milk=))))

and Onew, I like decent bad boy. I don't dig bad boy but since it's a decent bad boy, I'd say why not?^^

Jang Riin's MV... what a dissapointment. I was anticipating to see some real acting. Instead, it's just a slide shows of pictures of Riin and Donghae. No substance acting. So much for Riin will act in her new MV. But lucky Riin's voice make up the disappointment^^

In the midst of happiness, now I feel under pressure. I got a lot to do, a lot to catch up and this week is the worst week in my entire life being a students. and I hate it. Seriously


why hot is underrated until SJ members wear something like this. YOUKNOWYOUareHOTKIMHEECHULANDIHATETOACKNOWLEDGETHAT!

and on the lighter note, there a story, behind the story of Super Junior members filming 12+ CF at Thailand. 12+ management like to stick to Siwon while change the rest members. Kyuhyun, Kibum & Donghae were the ones that got chosen to be with Siwon for the CF. and recently, Yesung and Heechul got chosen. They never had problems filming with the ones that considered as Dongseng. Kyuhyun and Kibum is the kind that listen well to their hyung and Donghae is the the type that need someone to be on his side all the time. So no adventurous happening while filming. But it was a whole different story when Heechul and Yesung were there. the staff had their panic moment when Heechul and Siwon were no where to be found during filming. After some time, these two return to the set. Of course siwon felt apologetic towards staff and crews but Heechul act normal (and i know, cute^^.Bias wins okay). It turns out that Siwon being dragged by the older one to ride a popular public transpotation in thailand called tuk tuk. Of course after so many times being there, they had no time to ride this popular ride in Thailand and it is a gift to be Kim Heechul because despite his moment of lost, nobody was mad at him, and said it's okay because he was busy before and had no chance to ride tuk tuk, now is his only chance to ride it. Lucky you Heenim. everything is okay when it comes to Kim Heechul, nothing is matter if he do it because he is Kim Heechul and he can do it because he is Kim Heechul (I read the story in soompi and re-tell them in my own words)

this is the Tuk Tuk that my heenim curious to ride

good for you oppa, at least your wish is fulfilled now even when it meant for you to broke the rule=)
(and he even has his own tag now. you look like something Kim Heechul!)

aaah, what a joke. if it was me then I would be all angry especially when i lack of sleep. My besties work their ass off finishing the script yet the one who had work nothing on it got chosen simply because "this is more adaptable and more the theater style with 4 scenes and-the rest-i-heard-was-something-that-gives-me-reason-to-hate-her-for-doing-nothing-and-damn-always-taking-credit-of-what-others-are doing-FOR-HER"
But I respect my besties patience in dealing with this kind of fuckery. yes, I'm using the word cause I would definitely be mad about it. they kept it to themselves. I respect my girls. But still it was stupid. Dare she spoke up like "I have this person in mind to be this". HELLo, it wasn't even yours so just shut up! I think I put up with her way too long. I know EVERYTHING about her, but I won't say anything. Her reputation is bad enough without me opening my mouth so I don't want to make the scene ugly. Plus being a bad girl was never my character. Sweet me*throwingup* Whatever it is, the play has been decided.and I guess my facial expression was so annoyed that it shows until My lecturer wanted me to audition for the Evil sheriff character. Wow, I can be evil after all.

than should I just imagine i scold her instead of townsfolk?
and the play was from UK.I guess I made myself clear about what an euw british accent's is to my ears? it damage to my ear! okay so unrelated. I clearly want to rant. no offense to those who like that accent^^*smile ever so sweetly*

this week i'm going to be so busy. I got 3, to spell it, three test next week.
Sociolinguistic, liberal-critical thinking curriculum study (okay, i was being sarcastic) and Visual Basic class.
and we have drama thingy that we have to come up with a script and we will be doing a play by end of April.

busy busy term for me.
i would love to update every other day but it seems like the blogger itself is getting in my way. or should i blame the broadband?

i still fail to upload pictures and i don't even know why. i wish i knew why so i can really rest the case in peace, say blogger is having a problem now but then it's impossible cause the same problem occur to other site, you name it. Live Journal, Wordpress and even photobucket.
honestly, What is this fragattory?

my besties and i are having discussion tomorrow. we had the idea of creating a line/script derive from song. i was thinking Doushite by DBSK. and i had the feelings of wanting to do something tragic that involves dying.
(you are not thinking straight mawa cause the chance of getting hit by tomato and rotten egg if you are planning on doing that is like 101%).
so let's just see where we are going in discussion tomorrow.
(and i want to do it outside of the hostel, like cafe or something, another excuse to go out. way to go mawa! {sarcastic})

yeah, more ranting. i jump out of that now. Let's talk about everybody favorite show. no, not twilight. i honestly not too hype about that movie or that books. it's The Gossip Girls.

I am so happy to know that Selena van der Woodsen and Daniel Humprey is a real life couple! no wonder their chemistry in the show are undeniably good. it's like a different vibes compared to any other couple. and guess what, i even bought a magazine that had this couple as the cover when the story not even took half of the page and only provided one picture. instead of feeling stupid, i felt happy. i was late with all these hollywood gossip simply because i occupied myself with k-pop but hey, at least i know something.
aren't they cute?

i just see the kind of guy that i like in Daniel Humprey. sweet, but not a sweet talker, loving but not romantic, caring but not overprotective. maybe an average guy is not bad at all although guy with money and gold is still good.

instill that characters in Donghae, i'll marry him tomorrow no question ask.

What was I writing,again?

p/s: I'm the bat girl tonight...again. should get some sleep now.