Fishie Enough

The title is 미인아 = MiinA = Beauty



I wish Leeteuk would wear something. The fact that he is not wearing anything somehow shows he is insecure, that he needs to follow the trend of stripping. And it amazes me how he sacrifice is untoned body for the sake of the song. I know It will be cool! ♥~ Can't for for the 13th now!

Yes, the image of Super Junior here in Malaysia still fresh on my mind. Thinking about them and how I finally met them, it bring me such a joy that words could not explain... They are my happiness, the kind that not any guy could give and to be in this fandom is enough for me to smile and cry for them and with them. They are that special

Super Show 2 Promotion Clip in Malaysia

Ngeng~
WHY SO CUTE LAH!!!!
the precise pronunciation of Apa Khabar by our leader-nim is the cutest thing eva!!! and Magnae was like "Bukit Jalil"

So for WEEKS I have been contemplating whether or not I should buy the ticket for Super Show In Malaysia. For weeks and weeks until I made up my mind last week, that I should go. I know I will cry but I still want to go. I believe this love to them will fade away one day, despite how. But before the love fades and before they decided that there will be no more Super Junior and while the love is still here, the passion is still burning, I want to think of this as a rare chance. I will grab it and I will go. I will go! My sister will but the ticket tomorrow. I WILL GO!

http://www.allkpop.com/2010/02/jaebeom-is-not-returning-to-2pm

I just read some nasty comments at some antis website about SJ being rude, celebrating Kyuhyun's birthday during After School's acceptence speech where the members of After School were crying yet SJ members were having fun celebrating Kyuhyun's birthday.

The comments were bad, saying SJ are rude, do not know how to behave. Those were the words of antis and we know how antis and some untrue ELF could be so over-reacted over little situation. People might ask, why can't they wait until the ceremony is over to celebrate it? Why are they so eager to celebrate it during the acceptance speech and worst, when After School was on tear for the honor? So here is my point of view, As an ELF

I do think it was rude for celebrating it during the ceremony but the cake was given by ELF and it so happen the cake was given during the acceptance speech. Think of it this way, Super Junior as in establish group and they have fans on their own and is a very strong fandom. Which one should they take care of the most? the antis or the fans? Fans as we know LOVE to take of their favorite group and from my guess, Kyuhyun's birthday cake was an Ice-cream cake, it cannot wait or the cake will melt hence they have no choice. Yes, they can keep it but it was for the celebration. And by the time the ceremony is ending, so does Kyuhyun's birthday. They were so busy and it's hard for them to get together nowadays, so that was a precious moments they wouldn't want to miss.

However, rationally, it was rude, they are not following the protocol of the ceremony and what was worst, during acceptance speech. It was a mistake, yes it was BUT they are human, we need to remember that. They have been making mistake numerous times. We all do because we are human and we are full of imperfection despite how perfectionist we want to be and wish to be. For someone who has been following them for almost three years, I know they are so easy to get excited by little things, especially when it comes to birthday or anything member's related. I guess they could not hold their excitement when ELF pass them the cake and they have the urge of celebrating it right away. It was sweet because it was given by ELF and they appreciate the gift but still it was a mistake.Mistake to celebrate it during that time and mistake to pass that over during that time ( I thought they have portable ice-box nowadays
)

As an ELF (and I am not referring myself as a fan, just fan), I acknowledge that mistake, it was a mistake and I'm not going to pretend to say "hey, it's okay they are superstar!", it was rude. But still, forgiving them and protecting them is much better. Saying things like 'we are embarrassed by their act and feel ashamed as an ELF' doesn't really reflect that we are a true fans. If you are fans, and you love them, try to understand that we are never perfect as a human. Hence, forgive them, protect them, that is what we should really do.

They made mistake too so do think how much hurt it will cause them if we, ELF don't stand by them, protecting them.

On the other hand, Donghae is sooo........................

Always, always when looking out for my ideal type, the first thing that I consider other than good look is he must be very very very funny.

A lot of people has been suggesting clown to which I reply no thank you to plastic. So out of boredom, I found this website or rather a game, where you can pick you ideal type among idol group. (similar to Champagne Ideal World Cup where Heechul play and he chose So YeJin in the end) The listed idol groups are Super Junior, DBSK, Super Nova, U-Kiss, SS501, One Day (as in 2PM & 2AM), FT Island,SHINee etc.

At first I didn't think much but just play according to my bias and of course if I play with bias, Donghae would win hands down (I wonder why there is no Henry. I was waiting to choose him but then it occurs to me that baby of mine is in SJ-M T_T). There were some hard choice, I can't really choose between these two;

Honestly,I adore these two scandal of mine. Both are cute, super duper cute especially Taemin. Both are good looking, good with aegyo, aish, both can make noona happy. But then because of age factors, I had to choose Nichkhun. Taemin makes me look.... old.

or between these two;

TELL ME HOW TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THESE TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I freaking love Donghae and freaking adore Changmin! One is tall, one is... emmm... not that tall. One has funny laughing sound and the other one has cute laughing sound. One is direct with words, one is romantic. One knows how to bully even he is a magnae, one is good at getting himself well protected because of the strong back-up he has. One is cute but funny, one is romantic and soft. and damn it, both are just so good looking. But in the end, bias get in the way, have to put poor Changminnie down (sobbing myself tsk tsk)

or tell me how to choose between these two?

tsk tsk. One is my real deal ideal and the other one is sooooo freaking adorable that this picture does not does him any justice (though he is forever and ever a cutie).


and I present to you my top 8 after much better thought, bias a little bit out of the way

Changmin vs Leeteuk
Donghae vs Jaebum (another hard choice cause I like 4D boys like Park Jay)
Daesung vs Jaejoong (it's hard too... because believe it or not I think both have similar gag style)
Wooyoung vs Onew (seriously I can't choose... Dubu is cute too and Wooyoung too T_T)

but that wasn't the real deal choice. The third time I played it, I thought I should really be looking for my ideal, not because they are my bias or good looking.
I like Funny, rich, good looking guy. I am human after all, my future spouse need to be...lookable and also kind hearted. After doing this Ideal Cup thing, I realize I like leader type. The kind type and funny but not that ssanti (I am fine with a little ssanti cause ssanti can give me a good laugh when I am down), someone who can make me laugh out of blue but at the same time can take care of me well.


Yeah, I know. Look world, I like the weird kind (well except for Hangeng). Jaejoong though he is undeniably hot, he is a little weird too and maybe just maybe having best friend like Hyunjoong is a major factor that leads to the weirdness too. Jokwon... do you need explanation for JOKWON? Well it goes by the name

and the winner is;

Yeah all softie in BOF, in real life he does not. He speaks his mind, make not funny things to be funny and he is just... weird. Plus a little charisma and no cuteness and romantic but the type that will silently watch over the one that he loves makes me choose him in the end. I am not into romantic guy honestly and Kim Hyunjoong just describes the kind of guy that I want. To the top 4, don't cry.World can be a little cruel sometimes.

for some reason, sometimes I feel tired and weary. Because fandom sometimes does have it down time to. For instance, the fight among SNSD's fans, claiming Yoona had too much exposure as compared to any other girl

(They are so stupid! She only been in 1 drama, 2 personal CF and 3 variety shows on her own. Now compare that to Yteayeon who has her own radio show, Yuri & Fany who has their own show or Sica who has her own musical. That girl has nothing permanent!)

or how Changmin is getting skinnier because of DBSK's dispute. It broke my heart to see him nit smiling like he used to. I just wish this thing will be over soon and DBSK will reunite beautifully, with all smile and laugh they used to have one day. (and for Yunho to lose some weight ^______^)

How Hangeng is having a hard time, battling with sickness and no rest. Yet he still smiles and be funny like he is. He still put on a beautiful face for us to look at, he is still.... Hangeng that I love and adore.

but the words form SJ members revive it all. I think I could stick to K-pop for one more year. I was seriously thinking of leaving it. For real! But things are not as easy as to say it. To realize it, to make it come true, it's hard.

SJ is a home, members are family and ELF are shield. We are together and will always 13elieve.

and damn it! so addicted to CNBlue! I don't know the name of the members AT ALL and I don't care to know. All I know is that they make a good music and the sound great live. Who cares about all the other stuff?

07/12/2009
SNSD's Yoona surprised everyone by confessing she was very happy to be selected as Lee Seungi's ideal girl.

Yoona, along with other SNSD members and SHINee appeared together on KBS 2TV 'Sang Sang Plus.'

During the show, Yoona said she was "surprised by being selected as Jo Kwon's ideal girl," because "Jo Kwon has never shown interest in me, despite our numerous encounters during broadcasts."

Yoona continued, "Although I become very happy when someone selects me as their ideal girl, I don't usually reveal it when I meet them in person." She also added that not one person (who chose her as their ideal girl) has her personal contact number.

Out of all the stars that chose her as their ideal girl, Yoona confessed she felt the happiest when Lee Seungi selected her and added that "Lee Seungi has always been SNSD's ideal guy." The direction and development of the relationship between Yoona and Seungi is becoming a topic of interest.

This episode will air on December 8, at 11:05 PM.


Credit: NewsEn
Translation: Glucose@soshified.com/forums

Oh dear, it's because they are shy to see you♥~

Nowadays, there are a lot of male celebrity of Korea blatantly confessed Yoona to be their ideal type. Listing down of some that I am aware of:
1) Lee Seung Gi
2) Andy of Shinwha
3) Leeteuk of SJ
4) Jo Kwon of 2AM
5) Chansung of 2PM
6) Nichkhun of 2PM
7) Brian of Fly to the Sky
Well these are only those who I am aware of.

p/s: I have yet watch Seoul MV, downloading it now♥ and please guys, just listen to Boa's song that she produced it herself

Why I can't Like G-dragon
The reason why I can't like Big Bang, it's because of this kind of thing they did on stage. Even if it's an act, what are G-Dragon try to imply? He got fans from all age range for God sake and he is setting a BAD example for his fans! Okay they, VIP might think I am pathetic but we are eastern and we value eastern culture. For western people, it's okay but Whatever, GD is a korean guy. I don't understand this mind of doing something sexual in order to be popular. Can they be, not sexual, clean but popular? Big Bang were great without sexuality elements in Kojimal, in Sun set glow, in Haru Haru. But why this GD? I hope, I really hope GD doesn't do this for BB upcoming album. I love Taeyang's solo, he is always clean, TOP too eventhough he is sexy, his solo has no sexual elements. Only Seungri who was majorly influenced by GD. I could never watch his solo, Strong Baby and I don't know why they never ban his MV when it was equivalent to IVY's Touch Me.

And Daesung is like the cutest one ever, singing trot.

Okay back to my point, yes GD is talented but he doesn't need to do that kind of act. He is hated enough for the rumor of plagiarizing (which I hope is not true). I like GD but I am glad I don't like him enough to feel all heartbroken like fellow VIP about the news^^. I like GD's music and everything produced by him. Like I said, he is talented!

On the other hand, Rain is so cute!!!! Yup, he should get married soon... about the sexy and gentle, there's always Lee Hyori. Just a suggestion^^

Yes, I hate all k-pop for hating Yoona and being so unprofessional when delivering news but I go there for news of other k-celebs except Yoona & Super Junior which I have a better sources than that.

and SNSD will won female group and song of the year for Gee. Pity SM was selfish and Mnet was being a mouse.

& how long will Super Junior be around? according to Shindong, SJ will be here forever!!!♥

I really don't want to cause commotion but recently my blog has been found, the so-called secret ranting blog.LOL. When you are in cyber world, honestly nothing is a secret. someone will find it out eventually.

But above all, being an ELF, there is something important that I want to rant about. It's about Kangin....

To be honest, I am so dissapointed in him. A real disappointment hit me when I read the news where he drink and drive and hit and run all on the same day. But he is a man of his word. after all the bad things, he turned himself to the police and admitted his fault.

1st rule - when you drink you DON'T drive
2nd rule - a prove that drinking is not a problem solver so Kangin Oppa, Plz... stop drinkingT_T

because I care and because I love him, I really want him to be more sensible. He is not 5. He is 26. But depression leads one to do irrational things and that is why having God is important. Closest example Siwon of course. (and I am opinioning, if there is such words, from THEIR point of view). I hope everything will turn out okay. I believe things will be okay. Cause seeing Leeteuk in the recent Super Show in Shanghai hurts me. He usually jumping around but on that day, smiling is almost an impossible thing. But he did smile but not as much as always

T_T
(sj-world.net)

and he changed from TeukTaengoo to TeukSica which sounds a bit weaird cause I am already used to HeeSica. Heechul take charge of Taeyeon's part by changing himself to be HeeTeangoo. The rest, I am glad still the same. Maybe we see some changes again in Thailand... IDK but I don't really root for it.


and Ring DIng DOng.... my latest obsession^^

my baby drinking milk=))))

and Onew, I like decent bad boy. I don't dig bad boy but since it's a decent bad boy, I'd say why not?^^

Jang Riin's MV... what a dissapointment. I was anticipating to see some real acting. Instead, it's just a slide shows of pictures of Riin and Donghae. No substance acting. So much for Riin will act in her new MV. But lucky Riin's voice make up the disappointment^^

So when the battle started and SJ was declared as winner in the end, there were battle between stupid fan of SJ that I won't even call them ELF and stupid fan of DBSK. They should have known the whole voting thing was for fun and honestly, they took it too personal and get too emotional over the whole thing. Psst!

Come on, they are family and we should be too. I know it's late, too little too late. Still this post showing I care for my fellow ELF and being a supprter of SM family love. DBSK and Super Junior have a very gret friendship, more than that they are like blood-related brother, they love each other. Why can't we fans do the same? The same goes for SNSD's fans, S♥ne. The fan boys can be so retarded sometimes and antis blaming that to our girls. Those antis are clearly stupid. I hate some SNSD's fan boys because they hate K.Will for taking Yuri for his video clip (and Yuri did a wonderful job there!) but I love SNSD and we, international fans are much smarter. Maybe because we are also girls so we are able to act with more maturity over the whole thing.

Not a fan doesn't mean you cannot listen to the singer's song. Stop being judgmental, it's annoys me greatly.

I am not a fan of 2NE1, means I am not into their fandom whatsoever but i just love FIRE and I also love lollipop. As weird as the fashion senses are, their songs are great. Majorly because it was made by G-Dragon, nonetheless, it's still great. That was the fastest song I could memorize because it was easy and a repetition song. The dance is bleh, too sexy for a powerful song like that but then again everything has to be sexy nowadays which is so W.E.M.L. I also downloaded the making. I know each members name (because their name are short and they only have 4 people, not 9 or 15- even 9 and 15 I have no problem memorizing, 4 is no big deal CL, Dara, Bom and Minji). But hey, Dara's hair is cool! Tall like that^^

And HaHaHa song by SNSD is like the sweetest thing eva! I downloaded the widget and looking at the girls dance in my laptop can bring smile. No wonder the created such thing for the devastated people. HaHaHa campaign is a great thing that Malaysia should do something like that. But then Malaysian entertainment scene is such an ugly scene to watch. Scandals here and there just to reach popularity. My dislike to Waheeda has gone beyond your imagination. I mean I was never her fan but I like her song and I think her voice is unique but her recent scandal just want me to punch her face. I mean how could anak dara say something like that, tipu sana sini dah tu nak ugut bini orang tu. lawak ape ni? ape-ape je la.

Okay that was so unrelated to my post and not what I intended to write and because I am coherent like that, back to my point, my songs folder are growing in capacity. I listen to Nasyid, English, K-pop, J-pop, C-pop, Malay and even Hindustan. I am very global if you judge me based on the music that I listen to.

I wish we have fanclub like ELF in Malaysia and we have a great music quality like K-pop and we have fans that supported their own music. I want to be like that, supporting something from my country but it's hard. I like SUKI, a lot her music, her personality, I bought her album but she doesn't go and have fan meeting, like go to JB and stuff, promote herself to the max. Guess when the million is finish she can't do anything??? She rarely on TV, I don't know how am i supposed to get updated on her news.

And 6ixth Sense is like the best band ever. I even dropped Samson because of them (but I hated their first single, "tak bisa memilihmu". no curang-curang punye lagu man!). I Joined their fan club in MySpace, I voted them in Muzik Muzik but you know how hard it is to find their album? Don't tell me to support local act when it is hard to find the album for my own favorite local band.

Reality Check, I only stick to one. Be clear of whom I am talking about
yup, yup, Neorago!

Emm just writing out of frustation. A lot happen during this past months.

p/s: as much as I like SNSD, Sica's high pitch voice in Haptic Anycall CF annoys me.... I like that girl but sometimes she annoys me... greatly. I don't even know why. Sorry Sorry Sica, I try to love you as much as I love the other members especially you are Heenim favorite girl
and you have taken solo picture with every SJ members you could lay your hands to (Donghae, Kangin, Siwon, Hankyung...). But Sica is cute, I love her English, her pronunciation, her singing voice (sometimes, depend on the song like in HaHaHa and ITNW) and we share the same habit of sleeping.

Until I figure out what I am going to do with this blog, I will put this lovely fishie blog on hiatus. I kinda feel sorry for those who have been following my blog. Maybe I spazz about my k-addiction at wrong place. it should not be here where people don't know half of the things I am saying. It's all about Super Junior, Lee Donghae, Im Yoona, Kim Heechul, Nick Khun ets etc and I am sure you guys are not even familiar with the names. I mean I am sure to leave this obsession one day but till then I don't want everyone feel forced to read my spazzing. You might go " who is this?" or "what is her point?". I am not neglecting or anything but I found the right place to talk about all of this.

The red season because it's full Manchester United winning. The Pearl Sapphire Blue season for the obvious reason. I am subtle

Why shouldn't I? He kept makes me feel appreciated with these award that I don't think I deserve
*sob*sob*

Thank you amma, thank you appa, thank you everyone who has been supporting me (LOL what am I thinking? this is no freakin' drama Mawa!)

I have been awarded for

hehehehehehehehehehehehe

on for moar important subject, the reason why I create this blog:

AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
Hey Khun.... for now you are my most fav scandal. Make noona happy yae?

AND My wookie's special stage in MuCore with K.Will is love! I always guy who able to handle music instrument perfectly, much on Wookie's image... it's just... soft.... and I like it... no wait... I love it a lot.





My love is easy nowadays....
I love Super Junior.
I love Lee Donghae (DUH!)
I love Kim Heechul.
I Love Park Jungsoo.
I love Kim Kyu wittiness.
I love Khun's dance in again & again.
I love how close Guen Suek is with SJ members and Stephanie.
I love.....
and I feel like a pedo noona fan nowadays.


tell me what I don't love?


When two favmeet... it's nothing but a good view... very good view.
I want to say something else but Heechul's finger is such a distraction that I forget what I want to say.

Hyukjae oppa dear, why your birthday is today? when I have unstable mood?
But all in all, Happy birthday the monkey of Super Junior!

Be healthy
Be happy
Never be sorry
(the picture... sorry biasness show)

and today was wonderful!(After that drama practice)
I just watch two videos.

1 - Wonder Girls in Super fine Now MV (a remake song from FIN KL). they are promoting KTF phone in that MV. and The MV was super fine. I was a little disappointed tough on Yoobin's time
frame (is that what you call it?) it was to little when she was looking super hot. OMG her rap! No wonder I love her the most. and Sunye dear, you look so beautiful! Sohee's voice in this song is something i could adore. Sunmi...♥ and Yeh Eun is no doubt the best in terms of look and expression. But i just heard the original version by Fin KL and my my I can't do the justice cause both are great."always be with you are the one for me"



2 - SoeulMate in a CF!!! I really like this couple more than Junpyoo+Jandi couple honestly in a way that I anticipate for their scene rather than the main couple. They should make a spin off on this couple only. Body Guard CF is yet another CF for phone... competing against the CF of LG with BB and 2ne1 and KTF with WG... the date of release are also close to one another... you are so smart!

I swear right at this moment I should be finishing my assignment, not here, writing a piece of my mind... or pieces...
Well, seriously i never felt this broken. it's not like I have a big life crisis. I was so mad/sad/in between when I had to choose who had to be number 2. for the longenst time, Hankyung got his place safe there but with recent happening... it wasn't good enough that he dropped (I swear I still love you Hangeng ge). My SJ ranking can be seen from the way I arrange their folder in SJ's Picture Folder



(yeah, I still use XP, so what? I can never get along with Vista)
Heechul darn charming lately won me over...too easy T_T. Though I really really crazy over HanChul^^ IDEK if this is right. My head...it hurts... Siwon and his SiBrow, you are where you are suppose to be, the not really last place. I like you enough to let you stay you there^^ and my friends thought I was his anti cause I constantly complaint about his greasy looks (seriously, I can't never comprehand that... his greasy looks is... DUH!)

Despite the changes on the (stupid) chart of mine, there is one person who will never change no matter what.

(darling, baby, honey, hubby, jagi... whatever I want to call him^^ he is mine but I want him to be belonged to someone else i.e. Yoona)
or probably Sica but they look like bro and sis but it's okay too if Donghae chooses her^^