Fishie Enough

Yes, the image of Super Junior here in Malaysia still fresh on my mind. Thinking about them and how I finally met them, it bring me such a joy that words could not explain... They are my happiness, the kind that not any guy could give and to be in this fandom is enough for me to smile and cry for them and with them. They are that special

I met you, finally after 2 years and half of being your fans. My heart beating so fast that it threaten to go out of the chest. I waited patiently for the boys to come out. We were entertained by Chinese group and a Malay singer. ELF were getting impatient. We were screaming for SJ. Finally the lights are off. The only lights were from ELF's lightstick and I swear seeing the sea of pearl sapphire blue was so much better live


and Finally finally finally the show begun. The members made a dramatic entrance and with each names being called out, there was a loud scream and members came in from different sides. From my side, it was Sungmin and let me tell you, his skin is so fair, he looks soooo cute up close. Pictures are all lies! and because I was so excited, it was a little shaky.


The show begun and I can't sit still. I was waving my light stick like a mad girl, same with everyone else. And I swear I lost a lot of fat on my under-arm. Such a good way to exercise.


and I manage to capture all 10...
Meeting you was the best thing ever

Leeteuk - Although you were unwell, you gave your best and smiles never leave your face. And when you cried during Shining Star, I can feel how much you love us, how much you appreciate us. I love you leader-nim... Please stay strong cause We ELF will always stay with you.

Heechul - You were so hyper and I am so happy to see you enjoy your time here. And yes, you truly are Milk Skin Kim Heechul! Seeing you up close, you truly are a beauty no girl can match. I even think you are not even a human cause you are so pretty and I really love your hyperness. Thank you for bringing our little Henry on your stage and Hyukjae and Ryeowokie^^

Yesung - oh yesung, thank you for kept on walking in front of my seat box. Thank you for kept on waving to us. Thank you for singing so beautifully. Thank you for being so dorky that night. I had a good laugh because of you. I love you evenmore after that night!

Shindong - OH WHY SO CUTE??????? Your hair style that night look so good on you, you know that? and that you are soooo funny! and you are not that fat! In fact you look so well built! I think the diet is starting to take the effect^^ I love you and thank you for being so lively that night!

Sungmin - Oh my pretty Sungmin, oh my I think my heart is expanding because of you! Sounds so perfect live, looking so good live. You are everything that I never imagine you to be. I am so touched during your solo. I love you beyond your cuteness.

Eunhyuk - Beyond that anchovy hat, I see a great dancer which is no secret and seeing your passion in dancing overflow up close, what can I say than a mesmerized eyes and fixicated only on your great talent whenever you came to the middle stage to show off your dancing skills? I love you

Henry Lau - bb, my bb Henry. My love for you was pouring like rain so hard that night. When you came out before Heechul's solo, I was so excited. and you playing your violin with passion. How beautiful it was for me to see. Your solo was perfect too! and we were screaming for you real hard I almost lose my voice that night. and when it comes to the end, I went down from my seat to bid you goodbye while waving this

and I think you saw it because your eyes were on me for a nano second and you were smiling till I can't see your eyes anymore... Oh How I LOVE YOU MORE!!!

Always, always when looking out for my ideal type, the first thing that I consider other than good look is he must be very very very funny.

A lot of people has been suggesting clown to which I reply no thank you to plastic. So out of boredom, I found this website or rather a game, where you can pick you ideal type among idol group. (similar to Champagne Ideal World Cup where Heechul play and he chose So YeJin in the end) The listed idol groups are Super Junior, DBSK, Super Nova, U-Kiss, SS501, One Day (as in 2PM & 2AM), FT Island,SHINee etc.

At first I didn't think much but just play according to my bias and of course if I play with bias, Donghae would win hands down (I wonder why there is no Henry. I was waiting to choose him but then it occurs to me that baby of mine is in SJ-M T_T). There were some hard choice, I can't really choose between these two;

Honestly,I adore these two scandal of mine. Both are cute, super duper cute especially Taemin. Both are good looking, good with aegyo, aish, both can make noona happy. But then because of age factors, I had to choose Nichkhun. Taemin makes me look.... old.

or between these two;

TELL ME HOW TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THESE TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I freaking love Donghae and freaking adore Changmin! One is tall, one is... emmm... not that tall. One has funny laughing sound and the other one has cute laughing sound. One is direct with words, one is romantic. One knows how to bully even he is a magnae, one is good at getting himself well protected because of the strong back-up he has. One is cute but funny, one is romantic and soft. and damn it, both are just so good looking. But in the end, bias get in the way, have to put poor Changminnie down (sobbing myself tsk tsk)

or tell me how to choose between these two?

tsk tsk. One is my real deal ideal and the other one is sooooo freaking adorable that this picture does not does him any justice (though he is forever and ever a cutie).


and I present to you my top 8 after much better thought, bias a little bit out of the way

Changmin vs Leeteuk
Donghae vs Jaebum (another hard choice cause I like 4D boys like Park Jay)
Daesung vs Jaejoong (it's hard too... because believe it or not I think both have similar gag style)
Wooyoung vs Onew (seriously I can't choose... Dubu is cute too and Wooyoung too T_T)

but that wasn't the real deal choice. The third time I played it, I thought I should really be looking for my ideal, not because they are my bias or good looking.
I like Funny, rich, good looking guy. I am human after all, my future spouse need to be...lookable and also kind hearted. After doing this Ideal Cup thing, I realize I like leader type. The kind type and funny but not that ssanti (I am fine with a little ssanti cause ssanti can give me a good laugh when I am down), someone who can make me laugh out of blue but at the same time can take care of me well.


Yeah, I know. Look world, I like the weird kind (well except for Hangeng). Jaejoong though he is undeniably hot, he is a little weird too and maybe just maybe having best friend like Hyunjoong is a major factor that leads to the weirdness too. Jokwon... do you need explanation for JOKWON? Well it goes by the name

and the winner is;

Yeah all softie in BOF, in real life he does not. He speaks his mind, make not funny things to be funny and he is just... weird. Plus a little charisma and no cuteness and romantic but the type that will silently watch over the one that he loves makes me choose him in the end. I am not into romantic guy honestly and Kim Hyunjoong just describes the kind of guy that I want. To the top 4, don't cry.World can be a little cruel sometimes.

STOP JINXING US!!! and jinxing is not a place in China.
People has been more afraid than we, the residents of K9 are. They were freaking out when we say we stay at K9. Seriously people what is your problem? So a girl died here so what? does that mean this place is haunted now? So tell me if your grandfather died at your house, does that mean your house is haunted now?

Get a life!

It's getting annoying when people asked "Hey where do you live this sem?"
and we said "K9"
and mostly, we will get this kind of responses
1) "Oh really?" and made this face =0
2) "wow you guys are brave" yeah thanks and you guys are coward.
3) "eh ada hantu kan" to which I will rudely reply to with a...og well, rude saying.



on another depressing note,