Fishie Enough

this week i'm going to be so busy. I got 3, to spell it, three test next week.
Sociolinguistic, liberal-critical thinking curriculum study (okay, i was being sarcastic) and Visual Basic class.
and we have drama thingy that we have to come up with a script and we will be doing a play by end of April.

busy busy term for me.
i would love to update every other day but it seems like the blogger itself is getting in my way. or should i blame the broadband?

i still fail to upload pictures and i don't even know why. i wish i knew why so i can really rest the case in peace, say blogger is having a problem now but then it's impossible cause the same problem occur to other site, you name it. Live Journal, Wordpress and even photobucket.
honestly, What is this fragattory?

my besties and i are having discussion tomorrow. we had the idea of creating a line/script derive from song. i was thinking Doushite by DBSK. and i had the feelings of wanting to do something tragic that involves dying.
(you are not thinking straight mawa cause the chance of getting hit by tomato and rotten egg if you are planning on doing that is like 101%).
so let's just see where we are going in discussion tomorrow.
(and i want to do it outside of the hostel, like cafe or something, another excuse to go out. way to go mawa! {sarcastic})

yeah, more ranting. i jump out of that now. Let's talk about everybody favorite show. no, not twilight. i honestly not too hype about that movie or that books. it's The Gossip Girls.

I am so happy to know that Selena van der Woodsen and Daniel Humprey is a real life couple! no wonder their chemistry in the show are undeniably good. it's like a different vibes compared to any other couple. and guess what, i even bought a magazine that had this couple as the cover when the story not even took half of the page and only provided one picture. instead of feeling stupid, i felt happy. i was late with all these hollywood gossip simply because i occupied myself with k-pop but hey, at least i know something.
aren't they cute?

i just see the kind of guy that i like in Daniel Humprey. sweet, but not a sweet talker, loving but not romantic, caring but not overprotective. maybe an average guy is not bad at all although guy with money and gold is still good.

instill that characters in Donghae, i'll marry him tomorrow no question ask.

What was I writing,again?

p/s: I'm the bat girl tonight...again. should get some sleep now.

honestly, holding your money is a great feelings but then you are the biggest threat to yourself if you are a spend thrift like me.
dangerous.
very dangerous.

after UTM's treasurer bank in the money, my besties and i went out almost everyday.
it's crazy.
i want to, so kuch, restraining myself but then each try leads to the biggest failure.
it seems like everyday i have reason to went to Jusco.
What do they have in that mini Jusco?
we walk around and go back to where we started but then each day, we able to find something to amuse us.
like yesterday, the reason I went out was to pay my broadband.
mission accomplished BUT we, Farah, Falah and I ended up in Secret Recipe because we can't resist the offer of Coffee deal.

Coffee is my serious epic fail.
I can't resist it. It's like my second Donghae.

back to the secret recipe's moment, this is what we had

very very good. falah's new york cheese, farah's blue berry cheese cake and brownies for me.

a good go with coffee that melts with ice cream, bitter sweet of life.
(i'm giving up now to upload the picture, blogger choosed to be a sucky at this moment)

i try not to spend too much but i already bought a phone, two phones in fact, one for me and one for nina, sony walkman and a lot of foods.

failure....

it's in the name i guess

I feel restless today.
today, for everything that i pray for,
for everything that i wished for,
for everything that i hoped for,
has been blown away,
blown away by a soft wind.

I might be wrong and i might read too much between the line but i think Taeyeon and Junsu has officially broke up. (but on the back of my mind, i try to deny this!)
i don't even know where i should let go of this frustation.'of course it's not my bussiness to begin with but i am a fan of Taengoo umma.
why do i sad they broke up?
read the translation of her chin chin diary entry as provided by cathode @ soshified.com/ forums. read it here

January 10th, 2009.
It's been already 9months since I became a DJ.I think I've been a celebrity
for a year and a half? Also, our SNSD's mini album began today. As time passes
by, I wonder if I'm changing or not. And I wonder if I'm developing as a better
person or not. I've been thinking a lot about these things. I didn't expect some things to be this difficult and complicated ...I thought about why I was so stressed about those things. However, the answer was simple.Because I like what I'm doing. Because I want to do it.Unfortunately, there can be troubles when I'm happy. This happens in corporate life and when you're with new people... know that these are part of the social life but... I have no idea what I should do...
Even adults have difficult time dealing with the social life. Social life is a
big burden for a twenty year old, me. It's not like we are machines, we are
people.I don't understand why people don't have flexibility and why they are so cold to each other.Moreover, they say they are the best and boasts...I also don't understand how there are so many misunderstandings between people. Sigh..it seems my diary became dirty. I don't mind speculations but I hope people don't jump into conclusions. Please...come on! Please!I hope I'm more honest. Finally, today, I have lost an important person, whom I love.

I kew TaeSu are or were real.
but i want them to be together.
i am stupid for this.
what wistful thinking of them breaking up.

if i read and interpret the highlighted part
Why they are so cold to each other - she might have or face other problem but it might means she felt sad of how she was being treated. Junsu was so cold, he act like he never knew her when they share the stage together. he might be upset but damn he was cold. PMS Junsu?

and i would like to empahsize on the last part, she lost someone she love. what was that?
no death occured i can confirm that, otherwise the comeback stage will not happen. she is sad, so sad in her diary this time. if i examine her facial expresion during the comeback stage, she look not as lively as before. mature? no i don't think so. maybe because i am more to Taeyeon so every movement of her i would watch more closely then ever.

i could feel different vibe when i watch kissing you performance and Gee performance. and i could tell her voice was a bit distracted in Gee, not the best though it might sounds okay to other's ear but i know it was not the best, not as good as ussual.

it sounds broken... waiting to shutter into pieces.

She should be happy, supposed to be happy because the day this entry was recorded, it was the same day with her comeback stage.

she should be happy knowing 1000 of s♥ne turned out but she was sad over a speculation.
she should have mentioned how delighted she was knowing all 9 of them are sharing the same stage again but she was mourning over social life.

she should feel wonderful "gee" was a hit but all she mentioned was about she lost someone whom she love.

don't tell me it's happening.
i just watch hollywood ball fancam, the one where Junsu seems like he can't take his eyes off her.

he used to but not anymore.
now he didn't even looked at her.
yes, because of stupid speculation.
Idol... aah it's hard.



all i want is for Donghae to have Yoona girlfriend and be happy

sorry, useless entry.
yet again.

Yes he is.


the possesive me. sorry no sharing.



ermm.. speechless

see how far can you go

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

and i found this website. the so-called genius web guesser. i guess he is because so far he guess the person i think of correctly from Donghae to Taeyeon to Cristiano Ronaldo.

and just now that ginie guessed Yoona correctly.

i'm gonna try till it give me the wrong answer.

thanks inny_cent @ LJ for directing me to it=)

edit: it even guesses my baby mason correct!

I'm gonna get Putri to do this, see if that ginie got it right. *unsatisfied*

what about i think of Anadita Dotatamolgu?will it guess correctly?

try yours here

edit 2: YES YES YES!!! it failed to guess Sakura. LMAO!!!

+ Life is good
- but money haven't come to mummy
- thus makes life not good
+ Donghae's pictures in Super Show encore " so yum yum"
- I just miss "our" moments together.
- I'm hurting myself without realising it.
- I guess my selfishness show.
- Damn!
+ Watch Hae's fancam at MTV CCTV *died*
- I've become possesive now.
- This is yet another useless post.
+ Introducing my latest obsession,

BABY MASON!!!
+ He is the little baby actor with Geun Suk in "Baby and I"

+ Why so cute Mason WHY???♥♥♥

the best CYworld entries!
I LOVE MY OPPA-DUEL!
taken from here

Jongwoon’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2008.12.21 22:21

2008.12.21 일 Sunday 22:21

There aren’t many days left in 2008 ..-

Although I hate being a year older ..

But I also anticipate a lot going on stage and meeting those who I want to meet!

Currently working hard at exercising, and I’ve done lots of practices

Please wait a little while more for the brilliant 3Jib ~

Those who betray will get hit, those E.L.F who are currently climbing walls* please come back!!

Day by day it grows

Quickly Quickly ~~

N.B* Climbing walls as in.. Like jumping fandoms XD

credit to: Original Source; 김종운 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13



Jungwoon-ah!!!
how could we ever do that!
SJ is the best band and we will forever wave pearl sapphire blue.
Super Junior k.r.y.+T+M+Happy=1 love♥~

Those who betray will get hit, those E.L.F who are currently climbing walls* please come back!!
LOLing hard at this