Forbidden Love


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do you love me?
will you take me as who i am?
will you get tired of my voice?
will you make me laugh so hard that i am hardly breathing
will you ask me everyday i am healthy or not?

you might not have all the time in your world
but
i want to hear your voice
i want to read love messages from you
i want to see your face everyday
this feeling is unbearable.

i don't want to do this
you will hurt me
this fragile heart
might break into thousand of pieces

i don't want to love you
i will hurt myself
that stone heart of yours
might never understand

i love you
your face never tires me
your voice forever will melt me
your laugh content me
-love really hurt:by leesarang-

Super Junior Marry U
"Love oh baby my girl
You are my all
So beautifully radiant, my bride
A gift from God
Are you happy
Tears fall from your dark eyes
Until your dark hair turns white
My love, my girl
I’ll swear my love
Saying I love you I want to do it every day for a lifetime
Would you marry me
Loving and cherishing you
I want to live this way
Every time you fall asleep I want it to be in my arms
Would you marry me
Would you consent to this heart of mine
For a lifetime I’ll be by your side, I do
Loving you, I do
Cherishing you through the snow and rain, I do
I’ll protect you, My love
Her wearing a white dress Me wearing a tuxedo We walk, matching our pace On the moon and star, I swear I don’t like lies, I don’t like doubt My loving princess Stay with me
Even as we age
I want to go about it smiling
Would you marry me
Would you spend my days with me
Through hardships and difficulties, I do
I’ll always be there, I do
Through our many days together, I do
I’ll be thankful every day, My love
Accept this shining ring in my hand
That I’ve prepared from awhile back
With the same feelings today
I’ll remember the promise we made right now
Would you marry me (me: i seriously, no doubt too)
For a lifetime I’ll be by your side, I do
Loving you, I do
Cherishing you through the snow and rain, I do
I’ll protect you, My love
I have nothing else to give you but love
That’s all, hardly valuable
Though I’m clumsy and am lacking
My love, my girl
I’ll protect you
Will you promise me just one thing
That no matter what happens
We will love each other
That’s it
Will you marry me, I do"

Mawa-ssi, would you marry me?

I DO....


layout testing


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and i think it's full of gedix element.
puahaha

We are E.L.F.


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Don't look down upon us.


Donghae’s Cyworld Column Update 2008.11.06

November 6, 2008

Happy 3 years~~~~~~~~~~

Donghae’s Cyworld Column Update 2008.11.06

We’re already 3 years old^^
Because of everyone, there’s us.
Thank you all forever!^^
I love you all!!ELF!!!

Credits; OnlySJ13
Original Source; 김향숙


we are stronger after 3 years together.
3 precious years and we are still here right by your side,'facing all the challenge and difficulties together.
i love u oppa duel and let's together for long years to come.
HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR
SINCE NOVEMBER 6, 2005.

Our LOVE is the world's saddest love story


credit to everlastingfriends


I WILL BE SUPER JUNIOR'S E.L.F. FOREVER
I LOVE YOU

To Falah-ssi, U really should watch this


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i am kindda sure you have watch this but still i want to show you my sentiment.
this is the same girl that made heechul oppa cry so hard in star king and now DBSK visited her before they sang together in Chocolate. this is so touching!
the song part almost tear me up but i was able to hold it. i don't think i can have a second go, it is so touching!!!

they sang you raise me up. Jae oppa sounds so good, like always. his english pronunciation is ♥!



Yeh-Eun fighting!!!

The sassy Girl Choon Yang & I


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In the midst of this blissful holiday, i spend my time watching cd's i haven't been able to watch before, when i was doing my practical.
i haven't finish watching taiwan's drama "wish to see you again" acted by my favourite taiwan's guy, Vic Zhou. i only watch a few episode and my thought was "ape punye merepek cite ni? ape pun x faham!"

so i decided to re-watch my favorite Korean drama of all time, my sassy girl Chun Yang. before this, i didn't really put to much feelings while watching since Chunyang beautiness overshadowed everything else but just now, i watch episode 16 and i realize how Chun yang and i got thing in common.
we don't express our feelings and like to keep it inside. she the reflection of my personality and honestly, i understand my stands better, that i can't express myself freely when dealing with human, men's feelings.

this scene is one of my favorite

Shun Choon Yang
are you really over it?


Yes I am
i hope you will accept it as well as i have

Choon yang was contemplating, she don't want to answer him but she gained the courage to lie to him, saying that he doesn't love him anymore, that she was over him when the truth was she was still in love with him. she lied because she was afraid to hear that he was over her too, because when they were married, he likes his senior so she had gave up on him to let him find his true love. she loved him all these time and moon ryoong was so stupid not to realize it.

i think if that situation ever happen to me, i would do the same. i'd rather gave up my own feelings than seeing confuse with his own feelings. at least, if i let him go, then he can be sure the one that he wants is not me. heartbroken? i know i can deal with it insya-Allah. i don't want to be the second choice, if the guy wants me, i want him to be sure that i am the only one that he wants, if he is confuse, then the tendency for him to cheat on me is high.

i don't want a cheater as my life partner when i am damn faithful.

people might see me as a happy go lucky person, the kind that open up and tell her stories.
the truth is, i am not that open. i have a lot of things that i kept inside.
i am not bubbly by nature,
i pretended to be.

My Love - just revived


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for super junior has just revived!
my love for them was stumble upon the lack of news but now it has just revived!
how can i not when they still love me unconditionally?
some sweet reply from SJ worth reading=) (latest!)


credit to everlastingfriends @ youtube

i am E.L.F. now
and forever shall be the Ever Lasting Friends for Super Junior 13!!!
(and lover and wife to Donghae Oppa. wee~)

be my sunshine oppa-duel~=)


사랑요!!!

My sick hubby=(


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poor oppa who has been working hard.
and lost a lot weight too.
eat properly and have enough sleep oppa.
you told me this and that, taking care of my health and whatnot yet you have been neglecting your own health.
we are far apart so stop worrying me like this



see how pale your face are?
get enough sleep please...

(oh did i tell u that haircut looks so good on you?
you always looking good in everything, even when u had that long messy hair
i can't stop loving you it seems ^_^)

u were this "fat" before



but you lose a lot of weight since u started activity in China with SJ-M.
did HAnkyung Oppa take good care of you?
he might not be as good as leetuek oppa i'm sure but he is a good hyung right?
where did the baby fat goes?

fancy your stylist noona, gave u thick clothing with too many layered.
it's hot ain't it?
but that's your passion and i will always be behind you to support your dreams=)
fighting!!!!

before i end it, i just wanted you to know...
even when people around me try to imitate you,
try to keep their hair as long as you,
they can't never be you.
my eyes are fixed and i am faithful.
i adore your sideburn only.
no matter how long, no matter how short, it's yours that cought my attention=)